if you say "po-po" to the speed dial; it dials 911.
i can't stop coughing. & there's crap in my nose that won't come out, along with a cut that won't heal. & i've been using a lot of semi-colons lately, especially where they do not belong...i just want to see if anyone will notice; semi-colons are so misunderstood. & i still have no job, no car. & my mother is going away for two weeks, i refuse to stay with my grandparents, & i will probably be staying with omar. which = goddamnit, because i wanted the fucking house for two weeks to myself so i wouldn't have to deal with anyone's bullshit but NO NO NO that just can't happen, because my grandmother has to interfere, because she always has to interfere, and my mother always has to listen.
sigh.
...there's not much else to mention.
i tried to street-race a CRX in my mother's automatic chevy lumina...it didn't work too well, though i did push our car. i'm proud of the effort it put out. yes, i still lack the finances to purchase my car, & it doesn't look like i'm getting a job anytime soon, although i have applied but i haven't checked back, & one job would be just as good as two though two are preferrable.
i can let myself down all i want, now. since i'm going to mcc anyway, all i have to do is pass high school, although it offends even me to see 65s and 70s where there could be 85s and 90s. i am working on this for personal benefit: i've brought my english average up to a 90, & with the test i just aced in american & the project i'm sure i'll get roughly a 96 on, i'm looking at a 90 or even higher in american history. math still needs work, but i've missed weeks & weeks of math because i kept leaving school early for lack of interest, so i'd always skip math & economics. if i focus a in math & actually stay in school, i'll probably pass. economics doesn't matter because as long as you hand in the work by the end of the course, it's full credit. & theatre can go fuck itself.
i have to research the impact of toasters on the 1920's. due monday for american. look, i'm doing homework! it seems so outlandish for me to do homework...wow. BUT high school will end soon, yes it will.
next year i am graduating early, then i have about 7 months for early mcc enrollment/full-time job; i haven't chosen yet. i will do the mcc to get it out of the way quickly, unless i am behind on my car payments, & then i'll have to get the full-time job. i'll probably need the job anyway, as i'll be needing income for my apartment. but this is all next year; it's just good to have it all planned early.
...nothing much else going on...
...i need a tissue.