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Well yesteday was the most stressful day ive had in a long time. I found out so much shit about stuff that happened... Like with krissys past and theres some1 who fuckin pisses me off to the limit.. i was so angry yesterday... i dont think i can talk about it on here tho cause its personal to krissy.. and i also found out she's been hanging out with this wigger in oklahoma that she dated last year and he wont quit bugging her.. cause he wants her so bad. she lied to me about hanging out with him and that really pissed me off. Finally her dad came in and told him to get the hell out of the house cause she was crying. But then he called her phone again and supposedly things r settled. its not fuckin settled with me tho.. I told her i dont want her seeing him and she said she wouldnt. Im not a controling person.. but when someones crosses the line.. thats where i step in.. he had no right to be constantly after her trying to get us to break up. Anyway krissy and I talked after I told her it would be really hard for me to trust her if she lied again and she felt really bad...and I dont think itll happen again. Well because of all this shit ive been stressed to my max. And im feeling extremely depressed today and still pissed off and worried. I still got 2 1/2 more weeks til krissy comes back and IDK if im gonna make it with all this shit thats happened... I haven't been this stressed in a while... besdies all that.. i went to that drum camp.. in MASS with thom hannom... i had a blast there. I learned a lot.. and it took my mind off everything. I met some cool ppl who i dont talk to now cause i didnt feel like getting #s. Oh well.. I definatly wanna go back if i can afford it...I just got out from working like 915- 1:30... i gotta go back at 5:30... it was easy this morning.. all i had to do was stock shit. who knows what tonight wil be like tho cause im in the dishroom.. im out