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hello havent updated in a while ive just been busy living life i suppose
i stop and think and realize that i dont have that core of friends anymore... no one to really count on i cant help but feel lonely i mean sure i have friends but do are they really my friends would they do anything for me if i asked probably not weed is the only thing that makes me happy. Sure bars are fun and parties are a good time but i always feel out of place always the outsider looking in.
Maybe moving to Boston will shake this feeling and make me feel like me again..... im dying here slowly but surely. i may not make it much longer......
i stop and think and realize that i dont have that core of friends anymore... no one to really count on i cant help but feel lonely i mean sure i have friends but do are they really my friends would they do anything for me if i asked probably not weed is the only thing that makes me happy. Sure bars are fun and parties are a good time but i always feel out of place always the outsider looking in.
Maybe moving to Boston will shake this feeling and make me feel like me again..... im dying here slowly but surely. i may not make it much longer......