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Watching Oprah today (it was about 20-30 year olds who are still hurting because of their parents divorce) I realized that
I have a really fucked up life and a really messed up family.
I guess I didn't ever realize how messed up it was because I just assumed everyones life was just as fucked up.
My life and family drama and issues are WAY worse that the people on Oprah who are still upset.
But what I'm coming to is that this (along with other issues of my life) hasn't effected me as much as it probably should.
I kind of just put a smile on my face and act like everything is OK-so I guess after time I think this facade becomes a reality.
Maybe I've just gone through so much...and put up with so much stuff that I'm just numb to stuff like this.
Or maybe I'm just cold-hearted and don't get upset or care about anything.
Who knows....even I don't know (obviously...)
All I know is that all the shit I've been through has made...and is still making me...a better, stronger person.
I have a really fucked up life and a really messed up family.
I guess I didn't ever realize how messed up it was because I just assumed everyones life was just as fucked up.
My life and family drama and issues are WAY worse that the people on Oprah who are still upset.
But what I'm coming to is that this (along with other issues of my life) hasn't effected me as much as it probably should.
I kind of just put a smile on my face and act like everything is OK-so I guess after time I think this facade becomes a reality.
Maybe I've just gone through so much...and put up with so much stuff that I'm just numb to stuff like this.
Or maybe I'm just cold-hearted and don't get upset or care about anything.
Who knows....even I don't know (obviously...)
All I know is that all the shit I've been through has made...and is still making me...a better, stronger person.