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I feel so out of the loop.
Since going to school...I realized who my true friends are...and to be honest...I don't really have many.
I have NO friends here...I sit at home and I don't have anyone to call to hang out.
SO...for the past few days I hung out with Terri and Bailey...but they have school, so during the day...I sit at home, alone.
hang out for like an hour...then come right back home and hang out...with myself.
Even when I DO hang out with people...I feel like I don't know what any of them are talking about...or WHO they are talking about, etc. etc.
And I don't feel as close to the people that I do hang out with since I went to school...which sucks.
its all because I'm never here...and when I'm gone no one makes the effort to keep in touch.
When it comes down to it, though...I don't have any friends in Georgia, either.
I feel so alone...it's weird, like I have no one.
At least at school I don't have to deal with my mom, and my family in general.
I can concentrate on school work - it keeps my mind off of things.
But in general, I am ready to go back to school. I feel more at home there than in Mooresville.
My goal is to go out and meet more people when I go back. I really need some friends.
Tomorrow I'm hanging out with the one person I don't feel "out of the loop" with - Van.
It's our one year anniversary.
I'm waking up early and driving to Hickory to wake him up.
I'll probably end up laying in bed next to him and sleeping for another 2 hours or so.
I'm spending the night there...and probably going to be there most of Saturday
Then, I'm leaving kind of early on Sunday.
Sooooooo....see you whenever I feel like coming home next!
OHH and not to mention my family sucks.
All of them, honestly.
Good thing in 2 days I won't have to deal with ANY OF THEM.
Thank God.
Since going to school...I realized who my true friends are...and to be honest...I don't really have many.
I have NO friends here...I sit at home and I don't have anyone to call to hang out.
SO...for the past few days I hung out with Terri and Bailey...but they have school, so during the day...I sit at home, alone.
hang out for like an hour...then come right back home and hang out...with myself.
Even when I DO hang out with people...I feel like I don't know what any of them are talking about...or WHO they are talking about, etc. etc.
And I don't feel as close to the people that I do hang out with since I went to school...which sucks.
its all because I'm never here...and when I'm gone no one makes the effort to keep in touch.
When it comes down to it, though...I don't have any friends in Georgia, either.
I feel so alone...it's weird, like I have no one.
At least at school I don't have to deal with my mom, and my family in general.
I can concentrate on school work - it keeps my mind off of things.
But in general, I am ready to go back to school. I feel more at home there than in Mooresville.
My goal is to go out and meet more people when I go back. I really need some friends.
Tomorrow I'm hanging out with the one person I don't feel "out of the loop" with - Van.
It's our one year anniversary.
I'm waking up early and driving to Hickory to wake him up.
I'll probably end up laying in bed next to him and sleeping for another 2 hours or so.
I'm spending the night there...and probably going to be there most of Saturday
Then, I'm leaving kind of early on Sunday.
Sooooooo....see you whenever I feel like coming home next!
OHH and not to mention my family sucks.
All of them, honestly.
Good thing in 2 days I won't have to deal with ANY OF THEM.
Thank God.