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Why is it that you treat me like shit, and then expect me to be so great to you? Do you realize the way you act sometimes? How can you say you love someone and then do the things you do? When you love someone, you're supposed to care about them and actually act half way decent to them. I just decided to give you a taste of your own medicine, just to see how you like it. You were in the middle of saying something, and I just flat out told you that I didn't care about what you were saying. You just looked at me and got mad. Funny, you do that to me all the time. I don't want to talk on the phone and I'm not going to. I purposely went to bed at 8:45 just to avoid your phone calls. I laughed at all the messages I got in the morning- you actually expected me to call. I'm not going to try to hold hand anymore and I'm not going to tell you I love you. You can initiate hugs, don't expect me to want them. I'm not sure how I feel about you anymore, but I will say that my feelings towards you are definitely diminishing.
It is absolutely ridiculous the way you act sometimes. And when I tell you what I want in a relationship or anything like that, you say it's just some Disney World fantasy shit. Well, it's clearly not if I've experienced it before. Why is it that almost everyone I know can tell me I look nice or cute or anything like that and you won't ever say a single word? I don't ask for much and you know that. I can't take you and how you get all the time. When I get mad, it's over-reacting. When you do, it's perfectly fine because I provoked you and started it. Even Michael sees it. But it's okay. I'm fine with it. I'm going to wait a little bit. But only a little bit, because I can't take this anymore. And after that, I'm over it. Because there is absolutely no point in staying with someone who treats you like shit when you can be with someone who would treat you so much better.
Happy 4 months.
It is absolutely ridiculous the way you act sometimes. And when I tell you what I want in a relationship or anything like that, you say it's just some Disney World fantasy shit. Well, it's clearly not if I've experienced it before. Why is it that almost everyone I know can tell me I look nice or cute or anything like that and you won't ever say a single word? I don't ask for much and you know that. I can't take you and how you get all the time. When I get mad, it's over-reacting. When you do, it's perfectly fine because I provoked you and started it. Even Michael sees it. But it's okay. I'm fine with it. I'm going to wait a little bit. But only a little bit, because I can't take this anymore. And after that, I'm over it. Because there is absolutely no point in staying with someone who treats you like shit when you can be with someone who would treat you so much better.
Happy 4 months.