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well lets see its been awile sence i have updates heres whats going on.......lets see my lifes been a living hell its like the fucker named god is out to get me its been nothing but bad event after bad even well ill start it off....umm like two weeks ago that monday i had a playoff game, we ended up winning the game like 35 to 18 i think....all was good that win sent our team to the championship game......anyways i come home barly able to walk like after all my games......and i come home to my step dad in my face he ends up breaking down my door when im changing out of all my football gear and saying all this fucking shit like fuck my sports fuck my school fuck my girlfriend, that i have no fucking respect for this fucking house, that this house is more important than my college more important than me graduating next year, saying hella shit how i dont do anything well you know what i do shit i have school, a shit load of homework, than i got track practice, football practice, i also have go to work and work 30 hours a fucking week because he said for me to get a job on top of all this other shit im having to do. he's the one who told me to get a job you have no idea how many night i have cried myself to sleep because i dont want to wake up in the fucking moning. I'v havent been home cuz i have been doing everything to try to make you and my mom happy. you tell me to do something i do it you tell me i should get a job i do it you tell me i should play sports i do it you told me to go to school and get good grades i do it i have a fucking 3.2gpa on top of everything i never miss school the onely time i ditch is to fucking do homework, to finish a project that i couldnt finish the night befor cuz i had a game or i had to work. im never late i dont do anything wrong. im taking college classes im doing all this fucking shit for you. not for me i dont injoy this shit do you think that i injoy putting my body through all this pain. some monings i cant even walk cuz my bodys taking such a beating try to keep up. i could barly walk up stairs now cuz of all this stress and punishment im putting on my self. just so you could be happy.................anyways yeah enough of that so i ended up leaving my house for about a week for everything to calmb down o yeah befor my game also my dads car was stolen so i never got to see him i saw him for like ten mins. that he was out here. when he came out here to see me. so yeah.....i was already pissed off because that. than art just added onto it...... and didnt even give a fuck about my team making it to the championship game. so tuesday i had my big ass project due for my us history class... this was the one project that could of failed me for the quarter but anyways seeings i left/kicked out of my house i didnt have any of my school stuff so i didnt have anything tht i was suppose to bring for my project but think got it was a group project or else i would of been fucked. wensday i had to comehome and have a little actully a long talk with my mother. who didnt even bother to deffend me in the arggument bet/ me and art so yeah. thursday i had my championship game well go to turn out that my most important game of my life my first champiopnship game out of 100's that i playend in. durring the second quaarter i ended up getting hit and taking down in my knee by like three people so yeah i was side lined for the rest of the game...i was on cruches for about a week cuz of that hit come to later find out that now i have to have surgery and i cant go to football camp cuz i cant bind my knee so yeah im just loving life. but because i hurt my knee i couldnt drive my car home i had to drive my moms car but that very next day i go to take athena out and guess what happend next i guess my wallet that never left my mothers car got lost or some thing now my wallet had my driver lisence and my health card and my social security card in it thats all gone along with my pay check which was over 200 dollers that i had in my wallet so yeah i wasnt too happy about that....than i try for like a week to find out my result of my x rays of my knee than i had to wait two more weeks to get in to have a doctor tell me that im going to most likly need to have surgey on my knee......so yeah i could be out from anywhere from 6weeks to 4 months with out sports so im just one fucking happy camper right now......but at least schools almost out but im done im starting to get tyired of typing im going to .........later