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[xxoutsiderxx]

well lets see right now i dont know how the hell im feeling right now im feeling so many diffrent emotions right now i mean im pissed im worried im scared im confuesed im like love sick i mean damn i really dont know what the hells wrong with me right now. iv been feeling like this ever sence this morning and i just really dont know what to do all i know is that this week has been really shity for me for every moment of happiness its been followed by something that ends up pissing me off its like nothing is going my way this week anything i want to happen happens but then all of a sudden my happiness is takin right out from under neath me and i just have had enough of it i just wish that i could just stay happy with out something happening and messing everything up but ok thats enought blabing im going to go.........later

Athena im really proud of u u kicked ass at your resideal sorry i couldnt go to the one tonight i promise ill make it up to you cuz i feel really bad that i couldnt go tonight i love ya bye