til death do us part

[xxopensecretxx]

sadness defines my happiness
im so together yet completely unglued

i need to find a reason to look up
give me something to rely on

trust
honesty
love

shattered my heart with rejection
there was no life left in my eyes

my smile is all that i have to save me
my laughter keeps everyone fooled

in my sanctuary
the reality and place
i only go alone
i can silent shed a tear for you
and hold no resentment or guilt

never will i find you
but i will forever love you
and i accept that one day
it will be the death of me