Awe.
So i havent written in this in a long time again. i dont know i used to write in it like crazy but now i have like so much stuff i have to hide from everyone who would look in here that it gets confusing and i dont want to make the mistake of saying something that i shouldnt. well there .. just like that... thats something i shouldnt have said but whatever. so on friday i went to the football game with holly and my newest friend brooke, shes so awesome i love her. and like we saw alot of people.. like lydia and brittney and bry and kassie ... ashley and stephanie and raul and jared and rar and avery and shad and stevie and chamille and vanessa and vicky..and nasty tj ew. oh i love my friends soo much. some people were more moody then others.. and some people just make me soo mad. idk why they just piss me off. i was very hyper and i grabbed averys butt alot. lol. idk if he liked it or not but i didnt really care:) um yeah but i hate the way people change when some people leave or when some people go but when its just me and a person its soo different.. i really like the person when its me and him but when other people are in it its just soo different.. i hate that but you know thats how it is and i dont need to get pissed over it. welll um then lastnight i spent the night with holly and casey and brittney and kassie over at rachels cause hollys mom was housesitting rachels house cause rachels in l.a for her brothers wedding. and it was fun for everyone else except for me. and i talked to someone on the fone for a second and it made me allll sad and shit becuase i miss that person so much but we dont really know eachother anymore and thats mostly my fault for letting him slip. idk im just so confused right now with everything .. i need to slowww down. okay and then after taking care of all the mess(if u want to know what happened im me) i jumped on the trampoline and talked to kregg on the fone and that was great. um im still not sure about that either. i mean i think i know people but it always comes back and bites me in the ass. every time. like ive had a few friends in the past oh few weeks screw me over and sometimes its a repeated screw-over.lol that sounded funnny.yeah wellllll my dad is gone right now. my neck hurts really bad but i cant say why because people will freak out so i just cant talk about stuff anymore becuase people go insane over stupid shit. well um im not bored anymore cause now im thinking alot. im going to try to update this daily but be patient with me becuase i am busy sometimes i have somewhat of a life. iloveyou holly and brooke <3 casey u r a stupid drunk u know that.!!!!