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Aug 29, 2006 21:32

so i've been listening to the song Davyn Cowboy by Boards of Canada.
It has no words, just music. And that song made me feel the most unexplainable feeling I have ever felt. Everything from my past just ran through my mind like a movie playing forward really fast.
I never really lived until this last year. I never knew who my real friends were. I never realized how important my family was to me. I never realized how important it was to not regret. I never knew what love was, until last year.
No matter what I do or think, I am always thinking of the same thing.
I am always thinking of the same person, and the same people.
I am not going to go on about how many people i've lost in my life. Everbody loses someone.
But I don't like to think that I lost him, because I haven't.
He will always be in my heart, and that is the one thing in my life that will never change.

anyways, listen to boards of canada and maybe you'll understand what i'm talking about.

i just feel like sitting somewhere, where there is not a single person around.
where it is beautifully bright with snow.
someplace where i can look at the sky and feel happy.
somewhere where i can be happy.
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