Sep 26, 2005 07:48
Love is like Novicane
& it leaves a little stain
wow. i never knew i'd feel like this. how come you think of one thing, and everythings fine and it's the thing you want to do, but when you do it, you regret it? it seems like a good idea at the time but it turns out to be the worst idea you could ever possibly have. i haven't eaten in a day, and my stomach is all in knots. i'm so confused. i know it's gonna take time. but i am so confused right now. it seemed like a good idea but now i think it's the worst idea i have ever had in my life. i don't knwo why i did that now. i no longer have someone to lean on, i was a bitch to. i was the one who made it awkward. it was all me. and idk, i cant explain in words how i feel and "i'm ashamed of my life because it's empty." end of story.