Jul 23, 2005 11:58
so im supposed to be packing right now. i dont really feel like it. i dont know what to pack, and what not to pack. i dont know how long its going to be before we move out. i dont know where we are moving to. i suppose were moving before school starts...so umm....we better hurry up and get the hell out. people keep stopping in front of my house. it freaks me out and then i remember the for sale sign.
well the people next door from my aunt wont let us rent their house bc my mom wont have a job when we get up there (bc she has to quit her job if we move there ...duh) so my mom said we would move in with my grandparents since they have a couple of extra rooms and a basement.
the thing is though .. I DONT WANT TO LIVE WITH MY GRANDPARENTS. talk abotu boring. and i know for sure i would turn into a gross redneck. like they have alot of land. and 4 wheelers and stuff, and my cousin rides dirtbikes, and all that. BUUUUUT.... if we move in with my grandparents, my mom would get a job and everything, and she wouldnt have to pay rent or anything, and so we would have alot more money. which means i would finally get a car, and i could come visit you guys!
the thing is, i have a ton of friends/acquaintences, but honestly, theres only like a handful of people i would seriouisly miss, and 1 person i would die without. but down here, i have this dumb stupid reputation and i hate it, and if i move up to tennessee NOBODY would know. and i would just LOVE to start over. but i mean, its not even for sure that were moving up there. we might just move into a house around here somewhere.
this whole moving thing is killing me.
oh well, im out.