wow

[xxonly_hopexx]

wow...shawn is amazing...i cant get him out of my mind...maybe this is a sign telling me to quit avoiding relationships. i mean honestly, if i had gotten really drunk the night before, and i went outside and puked for like 2 hours, and he kept getting me something to drink and napkins to wipe my face, and then when i woke up the next morning, and my hair was all matted, and curly, and stuff, and i just put on whatever extra, unmatched clothes were laying around, and i still couldnt walk straight, and my eyeliner was smeared, and i had been puking the night before, and we went to waffle house, would you be embarrassed to sit by me? lol. if i went to WH with someone who looked like that i would make them sit alone, but he sat alone with me, and he looked great. he also told me i was beautiful, and gorgeous. maybe he was lying? i keep playing it all in the back of my mind...anyways, we went to pcola yesterday and we got lost coming home, and we ended up downtown. and i told him i was never riding with him again because hes a bad driver and gets lost too much. and he said that it was my fault that we got lost. he said it was because he kept looking at me.

anyways...wow...im gonna go.

its great to be back in pace