tripple sad faces.

[xxonelastchance]

i wrote it.
you were such an inspiration.

<|3 look what you did.. my mascara is running..

this is a thank you
for pretending oh, so well
for giving me a love so fake
and for keeping me a secret..
..for keeping how you really feel
such a pretty fucking secret.

i should have just asked for
a full bottle of fake emotion
when i handed my heart
over the counter
where you lied and softly said
"im in love.. darling, with you."

well maybe you didn't see
the no fre-refils
or second chances
on the heart that was
handed over oh, so well.

just pertending.. well that was enough
to shape my heart to fit into
the mold of your hands
and the crevice in your chest
that rises and falls with every single beat..
every time it goes "putter putter."

so smash it into a million pieces
but don't expect it to ever fit back together
in quite the same way that it use to..
no matter how much she loves you..
..or would like to believe that you loved her too.

:: hands over an empty bottle that use to hold your fake emotions."
"im sorry i couldn't fill it, i don't even have anything left thats close to real"