its been FOREVER
I see a sense of wonder deep inside your eyes
As we're sparkling and twirling in the twilight
And after three long years, i think we both need this
So we seal the deal in the parking lot with a kiss.
(so long ago and i wish i hadn't) been drunk
(_) smoked pot
(x) kissed a member of the opposite sex
(x) kissed a member of the same sex
(x) crashed a friend's car
(_) been to Japan
(x) ridden in a taxi
(_) had anal sex
(_) been in love
(_) had sex in public
(x) been dumped
(x) shoplifted
(_) been fired
(x) been in a fist fight
(_) had a threesome
(x ) snuck out of my parent's house
(_) been tied up (sexually)
(_) been caught masturbating
(x i was little and i didn't know how to pee in the woods) pissed on myself
(_) had sex with a member of the same sex
(_) been arrested
(_) made out with a stranger
(x) made out, period
(_) stole something from my job
(x) celebrated new years in time square
(_) gone on a blind date
(x) lied to a friend
(x) had a crush on a teacher
(_) celebrated mardi-gras in new orleans
(_) been to Europe
(x) skipped school
(_) slept with a co-worker
(_) had sex at the office
(_) been married
(_) gotten divorced
(_) had children
(_) seen someone die
(_) been to Africa
(_) tasted my own sexual fluids.
(haha eww) fucked one of my Live journal friends
(x) Slapped someone I loved
(_) Driven over 400 miles to attend a show/festival/fetish ball
(_) Been to Canada
(x) Been to Mexico
(x) Been on a plane
(_) Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
(_) Have been fisted and/or fisted someone else
(_) Thrown up in a bar
(x) Purposely set a part of myself on fire
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been snowboarding
(_) Had sex at a friend's house when they were throwing a party
(_) Met someone in person from the interweb
(_) Watched two (or more) people have sex (not porn, real life)
(_) Been moshing at a concert
the light collects and projects your heart on a movie screen
and if you close your eyes
we will always be the way we were that night
you crawled inside of me
and you slept in my blood the way you sleep now
the quietest hush has consumed this house
and when the doctors are gone and you sweat through the bed
with all these pictures and pills they piled around your head
just rest now, and in a moment you will know everything
was it just a dream?
it's too vague now to recount.
and outline of the one you loved in a life that was no longer will be standing above you as you sleep.