confused
i don't get life. i don't get people. do you know what I hate
most? my BEST FRIENDS talking shyt about me. i don't give a shyt about
normal people or just "friends" talking about me cuz I know they do and
there is nothing I can stop them for having their lil fun. but when
your best friend who you thought u could trust and who u would always b
there for finally turns on you.. it hurts.
A LOT! i am not naming who it is but i am gunna say what they said.
they said "andy keenan and julio only go
to her cuz they know they can get stuff from her." and that person was
so serious. thank you (s.o.s. -- some one special) for telling me the
truth and telling me what my best friend said. normally, if somebody
told me that someone was talking shyt behind my back I would b like
fuck it. i dunt give a shyt. but since I heard this from like 3 people
it really does hurt. badly. i don't even know it is tru and i am trying
to believe that it isn't.. but i kno chloe does talk alot of shyt and
she admits it so I am just really confused about this whole situation.
i am going to talk to her about it when she signs online or tomorrow. I
just don't get why best friends turn on best friends. i can see friends
turning on friends since they aren't that close and all.. but
seriously. what's the point?
do you know what I hate second most? i bet you don't. I hate it when people judge me for what I look like and how I act towards boys. everyone thinks i am the biggest hoe or slut, which i am not. if I wanted to be a slut I could be one but I am not. the only reason why people could even call me a slut is because I would like kiss andy or julio on the lips. hellooooooooo I am SINGLE!! lemme spell that out for ya . . . S - I - N - G - L - E .. get it? got it? GOOD! well u better. cuz you know what? even thought i dont care what people think about me or say about me, i still don't want that type of stuff to go out and go around school because somebody is going to believe it and it is going to get around to the teachers and this whole big catastrophe is going to happen. I hate it when the teachers are involved. even dr.klein know's i am not a slut/whore/hoe or what ever you want to call it. but i am not so get that shyt straight.
tara's party is tomorrow. fuuuuun. i hope a lot of people are going and I hope its not a luaow (or how ever the fucc you spell it). she says that there is gonna b vodka and beer and wine and stuff. there better be. if this is some stupid party (highly doubt it) i am going to kill myself. not just because of that. because I want to and because i have wanted to for like ever. but i am not going to because i dont think i am like that anymore. keyword: think .
right now I am talking to: andy through texting.. erica, franco, and fatimah through IMing .. and my mommi through the telly-phone.
I NEED MOTHER FUCKING TAMPAX! I AM GOING TO GO FUCKING BAZERRRRRK!! lol haha cool word.
yeahpers is my new word too. and BAP stands for- Big Ass Productions. stacey made it up for me and her. i feel so special that i am part of a "group" now. hahahaaaa since i was never part of the "bubble" that sumbody made up, I am now in BAP.
I HATE SAMANTHA GANIS!!!
she thinks she is part of that lil bubble thing . . . well nobody like you so SORRRY!!!!! and me and jaleen tried "kicking her out" sooo many times its not even funni! she thinks she is so cool that she wears hollister co and american eagle and abercrombie.. well sorry but so does everyone else so you aren't special, honey!
haha i love jaleen.. yahooooooooooooooo!! lmao
u truly are the best singer in the world. why don't you try out for american idol? you should! sorry I need to stop lieing to myself. jp i loverrrr you jaleen!!!!
going to get off of lj and start chatting more..
x`izzle to tha z`izzle
do you know what I hate second most? i bet you don't. I hate it when people judge me for what I look like and how I act towards boys. everyone thinks i am the biggest hoe or slut, which i am not. if I wanted to be a slut I could be one but I am not. the only reason why people could even call me a slut is because I would like kiss andy or julio on the lips. hellooooooooo I am SINGLE!! lemme spell that out for ya . . . S - I - N - G - L - E .. get it? got it? GOOD! well u better. cuz you know what? even thought i dont care what people think about me or say about me, i still don't want that type of stuff to go out and go around school because somebody is going to believe it and it is going to get around to the teachers and this whole big catastrophe is going to happen. I hate it when the teachers are involved. even dr.klein know's i am not a slut/whore/hoe or what ever you want to call it. but i am not so get that shyt straight.
tara's party is tomorrow. fuuuuun. i hope a lot of people are going and I hope its not a luaow (or how ever the fucc you spell it). she says that there is gonna b vodka and beer and wine and stuff. there better be. if this is some stupid party (highly doubt it) i am going to kill myself. not just because of that. because I want to and because i have wanted to for like ever. but i am not going to because i dont think i am like that anymore. keyword: think .
right now I am talking to: andy through texting.. erica, franco, and fatimah through IMing .. and my mommi through the telly-phone.
I NEED MOTHER FUCKING TAMPAX! I AM GOING TO GO FUCKING BAZERRRRRK!! lol haha cool word.
yeahpers is my new word too. and BAP stands for- Big Ass Productions. stacey made it up for me and her. i feel so special that i am part of a "group" now. hahahaaaa since i was never part of the "bubble" that sumbody made up, I am now in BAP.
I HATE SAMANTHA GANIS!!!
she thinks she is part of that lil bubble thing . . . well nobody like you so SORRRY!!!!! and me and jaleen tried "kicking her out" sooo many times its not even funni! she thinks she is so cool that she wears hollister co and american eagle and abercrombie.. well sorry but so does everyone else so you aren't special, honey!
haha i love jaleen.. yahooooooooooooooo!! lmao
u truly are the best singer in the world. why don't you try out for american idol? you should! sorry I need to stop lieing to myself. jp i loverrrr you jaleen!!!!
going to get off of lj and start chatting more..
x`izzle to tha z`izzle