thoughts
i've had a lot of fun this past week. i finally started up playing oboe again (for the first time since surgery) and it's going very well. but whats more important is the last few days. on thursday, friday, and saturday, i drove to tampa each day to attend parties hosed by friends and fraternity brothers.
on the first night, i enjoyed myself in moderation and took a swim afterwards, followed by a 4 hour nap on porker's couch.
on the second night i enjoyed myself in excess and looked back on the effects of such decisions.
and on the third night, i rested within the chaos of the gathering. contemplations consumed my clear mind. i slept a full 8 hours and drove home.
as u can all assume it was a busy weekend. but that aside, i have things on my mind. i feel numb and well...emo. it reminds me of high school. feeling helpless though opportunity surrounds me. my mind procrastinates my life. all i want to do is play some oboe and get on with everything.
well...at least im playing oboe.
i know theres nothing wrong with me. theres just something there.
-Adam
on the first night, i enjoyed myself in moderation and took a swim afterwards, followed by a 4 hour nap on porker's couch.
on the second night i enjoyed myself in excess and looked back on the effects of such decisions.
and on the third night, i rested within the chaos of the gathering. contemplations consumed my clear mind. i slept a full 8 hours and drove home.
as u can all assume it was a busy weekend. but that aside, i have things on my mind. i feel numb and well...emo. it reminds me of high school. feeling helpless though opportunity surrounds me. my mind procrastinates my life. all i want to do is play some oboe and get on with everything.
well...at least im playing oboe.
i know theres nothing wrong with me. theres just something there.
-Adam