confessions
these are some confessions i need to make. i thought better now than never.
-some social aspects of college have left me feeling empty and used. im not a toy for your sexual fun. im a human being and it hurts that all u want from me is sex. im so much more. i feel, i live, and i can be broken.
-im very bead at singing. so bad that i have a 68 in aural theory at the moment. and i really need to get that grade up. i dont wanna be here for more than 6 years. and yes, a music ed degree will take that long unless you work yourself dead.
-I want to come home. not to work and not cause i miss my house. i just miss some of my friends. without a car *ahem* its hard to ever get home. this coming weekend i have a week off from football so im taking a trip. either miami with dan to get some sun and relax or atlanta with my big brother (not josh but my big for phi mu alpha) to his place. everyone will be gone this weekend and i dont really wanna be stuck here all weekend. i'll see what i can do.
but i digress, i just wanna see my friends. just maybe grab some starbucks and talk.
-sometimes i just want to cry. on top of my schedule, i have to go to 3 different tutoring sessions every week for theory. when dr. lee told me that i almost broke downn right there in her office. im getting stretched pretty far if i go to the sessions. i can handle my current classload but i could use a little more sleep.
-i feel bad that i missed my homcoming. but i was in miami for the game. here are some broken laws i either saw or took part in. feel free to guess which ones i did:
1. underage drinking
2. drinking on a school trip
3. disturbing the peace
4. going to a beach after hours
5. public nudity
6. infidelity
7. dancing in excess at Capone's Italian Bar and Grill
8. dirty dancing in excess at Capone's Italian Bar and Grill
well some werent laws but still not good. im out for now. but if you read this, gimme a call sometime. i'd prolly love to talk to ya.
-Adam
-some social aspects of college have left me feeling empty and used. im not a toy for your sexual fun. im a human being and it hurts that all u want from me is sex. im so much more. i feel, i live, and i can be broken.
-im very bead at singing. so bad that i have a 68 in aural theory at the moment. and i really need to get that grade up. i dont wanna be here for more than 6 years. and yes, a music ed degree will take that long unless you work yourself dead.
-I want to come home. not to work and not cause i miss my house. i just miss some of my friends. without a car *ahem* its hard to ever get home. this coming weekend i have a week off from football so im taking a trip. either miami with dan to get some sun and relax or atlanta with my big brother (not josh but my big for phi mu alpha) to his place. everyone will be gone this weekend and i dont really wanna be stuck here all weekend. i'll see what i can do.
but i digress, i just wanna see my friends. just maybe grab some starbucks and talk.
-sometimes i just want to cry. on top of my schedule, i have to go to 3 different tutoring sessions every week for theory. when dr. lee told me that i almost broke downn right there in her office. im getting stretched pretty far if i go to the sessions. i can handle my current classload but i could use a little more sleep.
-i feel bad that i missed my homcoming. but i was in miami for the game. here are some broken laws i either saw or took part in. feel free to guess which ones i did:
1. underage drinking
2. drinking on a school trip
3. disturbing the peace
4. going to a beach after hours
5. public nudity
6. infidelity
7. dancing in excess at Capone's Italian Bar and Grill
8. dirty dancing in excess at Capone's Italian Bar and Grill
well some werent laws but still not good. im out for now. but if you read this, gimme a call sometime. i'd prolly love to talk to ya.
-Adam