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Yeah, so life...well it's something alright. I can't deside whether I love it or hate it. *sigh* it's more like I hate my personality more than anything to be honest. I wish I were prettier. There are so many girls in this world that are for lack of a better phrase, "a sight for sore eyes" bleh. What the hell am I talking about. That's it, I'm dying and cutting my hair. Maybe that will make me feel better about myself? I don't like things the same for to long, it gets boring. Yeah..school..sucks? As usual. I need to transfer my notes onto a cleaner piece of paper so that it with look more organised. I'm doing really well on my research paper. Can't say the same for vocab. I was never really a whiz at vocab. I'm trying to finish strong for the end of the year. That would be nice. But I'm not promising you anything. Life is rough, there for school is rough which makes school rough..it's an on going cycle. I'm shooting for no D's and/or F's this term. If I do that..that'd be awesomely awesome. I'm really getting into anime now which is weird, but whatever. You know what I've realised? I'd get more culture from my ass then this stupid ass town. I wish I were going to Haverhill High or the Whittier Tech. Then, life would be complete. But no, my mom's a loser and won't let me go. I've been going to the gym lately. I'm glad. It makes me feel a little better to be acctually doing something rather than siding on the couch saying I'm not happy with my current body. I wish I could run away from it all, go live in Europe. Only 3 more years and I'll be 18 and out of here.
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