Feb 08, 2005 07:49
but for the meantime I'll sport my brand new fashion of waking up with pants on at 4:00 in the afternoon.
wow... just had a weird conversation today, informed about how things have changed.... this is pretty much what it took to make me see that everyone here is a fucking two-faced liar... everyone has changed, even me, but for some reason everyone else just went downhill... friends whom i though i could count on forever are no longer there everything and everyone i thought i knew are not the same people and things... so its official i fucking hate this place and everyone here... sure theres a few of you i like but,its not a whole lot... and it seems like there were so many fewer questions when stars were still just the holes to heaven.... maybe this is a lot of rembling but i dont really care im pissed at how people can change and be so consumed by their 'relationships' which arent going to get them through high school, but instead it'll give them the next 2 years of having no friends and realizing that friends are more important. maybe i say this because it happend to me last year, and sure, it wont happen to everyone but to most of you, your fucked... take my advice talk to your old friends because most of them, like me, wont be there when your done with you piece of shit relationships.
forgive me if im being rude, but im pretty fed up with this bullshit and the way people are these days...
on a plus this is my last year here if i have anything to do with it... well technically not, i guess its more like you wont see me here next year, and i might be back in 12th grade but i doubt it will be for very long... maybe a class or two... not like most of you would care though because i deff. feel like i have almost no friends here....
My heart is on my sleeve worn like a bruise or black-eye my badge for weakness