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wow. libier's getting married. adam's birthday masquerade is tonight. it's a big day. i feel completely disconnected. her ring is amazing. i don't know how to feel. i'm happy, and sad, and jealous, and ecstatic. my mom's coming up tomorrow, school starts monday. and i finally got what i asked for. i am completely alone. attached to no one. not as great as it sounds. but it could be worse. it can always be worse. i'm alive, i'm young....i'm alive.