the death of beauty.

Oct 06, 2006 16:34

Right now I feel incompleate.

Last night when i got into work aly called basicly in hysteria, and said Brad was dying. she went to be with him. it was her birthday.

it made it through the night but died today.

and it is just crazy that the person who enjoyed and valued life more than anyone else i know had to leave it behind.

i know he was in a lot of pain so now it is better, but i dont understand a lot of things.

it reached so many people and i think that now that he knows his true impact he can accept what happened.

a beautiful person.

now im confused about what im suppost to do. i saw that i could put up with my life by thinking about what he had to deal with. i dont see how that is going to work anymore.

but i dont see it as he gave up his life. and it was ment to be. but he could have done so much more if he were just given the change.

im upset by how i found out he passed, but it doesnt matter, it just shows how much of an impact he had, and im glad i dont have to go to school tomorrow, for everyones sake.
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