it was warmer last year on labor day.
last night were the fireworks...its good to know that im alive and i can survive even if i dont have close friends like i did last year. but ive been thinking about it because there is no way anyone could get over how sarah treated me even if they say they could.(and she probably says the same thing about me, but its different and im trying to forget about that stuff so im not gonna talk about it)so ive been thinking about her and then hat and sami and corey too....i just dont get that...i mean yeah...they must have never liked me at all, i mean HOW in the world did i manage to be friend a group of people that ALL dont like me? i dont want to say they are low because i dont think sami is...but come on.
i mean it makes me feel so bad when alex and steve say they hung out with john or sami or whatever because its not like it was just alex and steve that were friends....could none of them tell me the truth? i know i wont be able to get over all this mess until they will say something to me about it because i need to tell them how low that it. if you dont like someone, you DONT lead them on that you want to be their friend. you just dont.
i cant wait for college so i can leave and get away from all these people i dont want to be around. i need to re-start my life with friends that actually care about me.
but it will stink to be so far way from my family and the few people that i know are my friends---and the drama at my work.
debbie is leaving.
if i dont get into carneige mellon or UD i dont know what im going to do. there is a good chance i would just change my major and go to northern or thomas moore and just get out on my own. i need to do that...i feel so restricted here. im ready to start my life.
and one more, well 2 more things.
why in the world is sarah being good friends with alex lyon when all she ever talked about when he was with emily was how much she didnt like him.
no, just one thing i wanted to say.
i mean it makes me feel so bad when alex and steve say they hung out with john or sami or whatever because its not like it was just alex and steve that were friends....could none of them tell me the truth? i know i wont be able to get over all this mess until they will say something to me about it because i need to tell them how low that it. if you dont like someone, you DONT lead them on that you want to be their friend. you just dont.
i cant wait for college so i can leave and get away from all these people i dont want to be around. i need to re-start my life with friends that actually care about me.
but it will stink to be so far way from my family and the few people that i know are my friends---and the drama at my work.
debbie is leaving.
if i dont get into carneige mellon or UD i dont know what im going to do. there is a good chance i would just change my major and go to northern or thomas moore and just get out on my own. i need to do that...i feel so restricted here. im ready to start my life.
and one more, well 2 more things.
why in the world is sarah being good friends with alex lyon when all she ever talked about when he was with emily was how much she didnt like him.
no, just one thing i wanted to say.