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SO...
I'm kind of Pissed Off because I typed a whole entry and it just got erased....
I'm going to try and remember all I wrote.
So...
Alot has been happening and like before I'm just randomly updating. School is out, I did pretty good on all my regents, I have a job for the summer and my little sister is just like me which isn't a good thing.
My mother and I have been on better terms I guess, and A couple of friends and I are falling out of touch, or have just fallen all together.
I lost a friend permanately that I was dating because he disrespected me over a girl, which is mad gay. He destroyed a 6 year friendship for that. How pathetic. It hurt slightly, but I guess he was never worth it.
Friends that I thought I'd never fall out of touch with seem to be drifting away and theres nothing more I can really do to bring them back. People I thought were real are beginning to look fake and this month is all about weeding out the fake people. They've sprouted all over and must be destroyed.I can't take them. At one point I was tolerable of them, but my anger hasn't been in check lately, but seems to be working with me and not against me, which is something that rarely happens. Therefore, I will embrace it and destroy the distrubtives.
Oh yes, also, I've made a new friend. I'm not sure if anyone remembers reading a entry about this guy and his sister that jsut seemed really racist. Well....I got back in touch with him randomly and he's pretty cool, forgot about what happened before, he did anyway, I sure as hell didn't lol. But we're pretty ok friends and it's cool.
Oh yes, and I've been on Myspace alot.....I don't know why. Well yes I do, half the time I'm sitting there looking for new bands, you know how I love music. There are a couple of cool ass people there. I tryt o do a clean up on my friends list cause some folks just aren't worth it. Other than that, they have some pretty good bands there :) and free Downloadable music like pure volume.
Oh yea, I'm single, and I don't know how to feel about it. Oh well, it seems there is no one who I'll truely love and they'll feel the same. I fall for all the wrong people and vice versa. This is why I can't wait till I get a career, then I won't be reminded constantly that I am a loner lol.I hope to find someone this summer though ::shrugs::.
Anyway, to end the summer I'm going to warped tour August 13. I didn't want to go once I had found out 2 of the bands I really wanted to see werent going [from first to last and underoath] but there are other good bands playing too..but still! Underoath puts on killer performances!
Last but not least my friends I have lost contact with or haven't really been speaking too. I hope they all know that I do care, and I randomly think about how they're doing and what they're doing. People you can trust aren't very abondant these days, so the ones you can you can't really let go off. I'm sorry if they call and I don't call back. I suck with phones, everyone knows that. The best bet is e-mail or internet period, you'll catch me. i'm sure you'll catch me on the phone too...just not for long conversations lol.
Well, I'll be attempting to update this on a regular basis, or a decent one anyway lol I care for you all.
Tata