damn it's been a while since I've updated this shit....!!!!!!
well my life has been going rather good. School like always is kinda stress fool because I put things off till the last minute, and that makes me worry about shit. personal life is alright, still with my girlfriend. Oh then the frat thing I dont' think I'm cut out for that, because it takes up to much of my personal life. For example say theirs and "event" on the weekend somethings I have other things to do go out with friends or my girlfriend. I rather go out with friends than with the guys at the frat for the simple fact that with my friends I don't feel that out of place. the guys at the frat for the most part are like hip hipers and at the parties all they play is hip hop. and then like they'll tell me why aren't you dancing it's like I don't mind dancing hip hop it's just that I'm not all that thrilled about it. then I kinda have to talk to the sorority girls even though some of them aren't all that good looking. I don't mind talking to them but I'm not going to start a conversation with them if I don't find then that attractive, if they come up to me all cool and talk to me then yeah but I'm not going out of my way. I know this sounds like I am and asshole but I'm kinda shy. but although this shy strategy works, because actions speak louder than words. last thursday was meet the candidates nite and you know me and my rush bro's did a kind of fashion show. we set up a cat walk and all that, well each of us were sporting a clothing brand I did dickies and the song I choose to play for my strut down the cat walk was sin city by the genitorturers the KMFDM remix well when I came out I took of my shirt and showed my skinny torso, hehehehe but I do work out and I think it kinda shows so after that some girls came up to me and introduced them selves and I could tell from the look on their faces they liked me and they told me that when auction comes they bid for me I asked them you girls liked what you saw?? and they said yes. then other a while after that another girl came up to me and told me I reminded her of her brother I was like kool is that a good thing or bad thing?? she said it's a good thing, I was like good. but I was thinking but girl would fuck or do anything of the sort with a guy that reminds her of her brother unless she's a freak then she's kick ass, but lets be realistic here. we talked for a while she was kinda cute I was spitting my game then fucken some fucker came and cocked blocked big fucking time I had a real chance with her. she was also telling me she thought I was really cool because I was different from the other guys in the frat that I don't look like someone that would join a frat she was saying all these nice things but this fucker had to cock block big fucking time, well hope I see her again. then also some other girl started to talk to me because her friends remembered me from somewhere I was like drunk so I couldn't really remember what else she said this was when I peaked at my drunkeness but we eneded up dancing she was really hot she was older than me. but I think me being different for once seems to help because they seemed curious of me for some reason which is good reall good hope it leads to something good, see happens. well that's it for now hope this shit gives you and insight as to what is going on in my life