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I really didn't think I'd be THIS upset over Sears - not a big deal, right?
Wrong.
I had to take work off last night, because I could hardly even breathe I was crying so hard. All along I knew she hated me too much to cast me, but there was still hope. And then I got suspended the day of casting for fighting during her class. That didn't help, of course. It's hard, because all my friends who are interested in drama did make it - except me. I even had to delete my friends e-mail *though not block* because I couldn't bear to see their msn name. (Something referring to their role in sears.)
I don't understand - there is not ONE person in the cast that has ever gone to Sears. (Erm, minus Chase) The majority of the cast had never even taken a drama course until this semester and some don't have it until next. I know I'm bitter, but I mean...they don't know. I do. Ef, even SHE does, but we do not speak of her at the present time. In no way do I believe I'm better than everyone in that cast, but I'd be lying if I said I didn't deserve it over SOME select few.
I feel like I somehow let Mrs. Roberts down...
Wrong.
I had to take work off last night, because I could hardly even breathe I was crying so hard. All along I knew she hated me too much to cast me, but there was still hope. And then I got suspended the day of casting for fighting during her class. That didn't help, of course. It's hard, because all my friends who are interested in drama did make it - except me. I even had to delete my friends e-mail *though not block* because I couldn't bear to see their msn name. (Something referring to their role in sears.)
I don't understand - there is not ONE person in the cast that has ever gone to Sears. (Erm, minus Chase) The majority of the cast had never even taken a drama course until this semester and some don't have it until next. I know I'm bitter, but I mean...they don't know. I do. Ef, even SHE does, but we do not speak of her at the present time. In no way do I believe I'm better than everyone in that cast, but I'd be lying if I said I didn't deserve it over SOME select few.
I feel like I somehow let Mrs. Roberts down...