Jun 03, 2004 20:00
Sometimes I feel I am really not worthy, but he still loves me.
I love you Kyle Austin.
Sometimes, I find my self thinking of how lucky I am to have you in my life. Although in 19 days I won't have you...not for a long time atleast, but you'll be on my mind. Not a day passes by when you don't run through my mind and not a day will pass when you don't. I wish I wasn't moving, or you could come with me. You mean so much to me. I find my self crying more and more often. I try to hold back the tears but I can't. The thought of me and you being so far apart kills me inside. Everytime I think of it a part of me dies. This is becoming really hard for me. The more and more I think of it the more and more I want to stay in this moment forever where I can be by your side. I never want to be away from you.
Anyways. I'm out.