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This week has been very stressful and busy. Been feeling down. I did not realise that I have grown much thinner over the few months (according to what jas, lai and ty said). They say sometimes from a far I look like a stick now, last time I still have some meat. I guess that's great, but it also kind of hit me with a big bang. Did it affect me that much? Some little things from the past are still affecting me, but oh well. I have been skipping lots of classes. I do not even know what my attendance is like now, especially for GEMS. I have an assignment due on Friday which I know nothing about. I look at my planner, and damn so much more project deadlines coming up.
Been trying to keep myself busy. I feel like a piece of little shit when I stay at home. My mother is going China tonight at 4am for ten days. I am having a little conflict with her. Because I wanted to work at a cheongsam shop to keep myself busy and she was making all sorts of noises. Whatever, I just hope she goes to China without having this burden of me not talking to her on her back. I still don't feel well enough to talk to her. Yesterday she saw me at the train station and she called out to me and I ignored her, then when she reached home, she called me and ask me why did I ignore her. I also don't feel good doing that. I guess I shall go to sleep now, and hopefully the boss don't call me to go for training today.
Been trying to keep myself busy. I feel like a piece of little shit when I stay at home. My mother is going China tonight at 4am for ten days. I am having a little conflict with her. Because I wanted to work at a cheongsam shop to keep myself busy and she was making all sorts of noises. Whatever, I just hope she goes to China without having this burden of me not talking to her on her back. I still don't feel well enough to talk to her. Yesterday she saw me at the train station and she called out to me and I ignored her, then when she reached home, she called me and ask me why did I ignore her. I also don't feel good doing that. I guess I shall go to sleep now, and hopefully the boss don't call me to go for training today.