Nov 24, 2004 18:27
TRY THIS: Write 14 statements intended towards 14 different people but never tell them it was about them or would never say it to their face or something you wish you would have said, but didnt.
[o1.] I love you more than I think you notice.. yes, notice. I would give up everything to make you happy because you're the only true friend that I've felt this way for. I adore you. I hope we live together in the future...I can't stay away from you for too long. Great minds think alike.
[o2.] You're unbelievably selfish. Why can't I stay away from you. Why do you make me disturbingly obsessed with you...maybe because you are with me. I can't help but madly love you. And in all seriousness, plz do not kill me.
[o3.] I'm so sorry for the way that I've treated you. But, karma is a bitch and yes it did come back to me. I miss you so much...but I've never told you. I wish we weren't distant. I'm looking foward to spending a week with you in January. You truely care about me, and it hurts me to know that I've done you wrong.
[o4.] I don't miss you at all anymore. I'm much better off without you. You're a manipulative bitch. Stop fucking with people's heads. I don't understand how I ever liked you or cared about you. My resentment isn't as strong as it looks, it's just the only way that I can express it in words.
[o5.] You are an empty feeling now. I don't know why I bothered to list you. I never thought that I would get over you...but I did. I would love to be your friend if only it was ethical...
[o6.] You are so beautiful inside and out. I wish we were still the same friends. I didn't mean it when I made fun of your socks rolled down :)
[o7.] Honestly, I feel no loyalty, trust, or friendship towards you anymore. I once admired you so deeply and then saw the person that you really are. You have done nothing wrong to me, but you give me bad vibes when I'm around you. You have showed me beauty in everyone but only the ugly in you.
[o8.] You make me warm and happy when I'm around you. I love listening to you talk, and talking back to you. Your interest intrigue me to want to be like you. I'm so happy and fortunate to have our frienship back again. I look foward to having it for a very long time.
[o9.] You are confusing. My feelings for you jump up & down. I never know what you want from me, but I know that it's something. I tell myself that I know EXACTLY what you want....but really I don't think that's the truth. We are both safe to say that we have minimal attractions towards each other & actually, I see no problem with it at that.
[1o.] You are going down so many wrong paths. I would like to see somebody save you, but it will not be me. You have hurt someone very close to me and I have no desier in helping you. I did at one point consider you a friend even knowing the person that you are. I'm glad that you got caught. Maybe they will lock you away for forever.
[11.] I love being around you. I cannot describe it. I love listening to you talk about things. You can have an intellegent conversation with the dumbest person. You always try to find the sense and meaning out of someone's words. It's inspiring to me. & I'm so glad that you do not know that I'm talking about you.
[12.] You are so nice to everyone. You make people want to better themselves. You have to be the sweetest person in the world. I think that we will grow closer. I love spending time with you because you are easy to talk to. People call you dumb and ditzy,& I don't understand.
[13.] You have alot of issues. I am not mad at you right now, but more dissapointed. I don't understand how someone can get so uptight & bitchy over something so stupid. I don't want to be around people like that. I've done everything that I can and I even crawled back to you. I wish that you would just forgive me and things could be like they were. But it's just a vicous cyle anyway. Maybe it's better like this. I miss you.
[14.] You torment my thoughts everyday. I'm scared of you, and yet so attatched to you at the same time. What you've done for me can never be repayed. You've caught me off gaurd and guided me back to me. You already know these things...& that's what's respectable about you.