Sep 16, 2008 18:59
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry to everyone in my life
I'm sorry I'm such a screw up.
I always seem to mess up everyone's life
without even trying.
Everything I say...it somehow comes out wrong
and people get hurt by it.
I'm sick of hurting people
and getting them mad.
I don't want them to pretend to be fine
when they're not...
and I don't want pity friendships.
So you know what?
I'm done.
I'm keeping quiet unless spoken to.
Even then, I'll speak less than normal.
Maybe that way I'll stop saying stupid things
and stop screwing up everyone's life.
To those I have hurt or messed up or angered,
I'm sorry. I hope you can forgive me and move on.
I just can't take this any more.
I have enough stress as it is.
Soo yeah.
That's it.
OH! And this isn't because of anyone in particular.
Just an extremely large amount of people over time.
And I've just come to the conclusion now.
Mainly because a few current events have reminded me of
all the ones I have affected.
....
The End?