Time to ramble o.O...
First of all,I want to say thank you SO SO SO very much to anyone that prayed for Lizzy,her friends,family,loved ones,her friends' family,friends and loved ones,and their community. The cyclone fortunatly moved north,away from her,and although the place it hit suffered horrible damage,Lizzy and all of her friends,family and loved ones are safe..=]. Praying and faith really do work. Thanks again to all of you who helped! It means the world to me,Lizzy,and all of her friends,family,and loved ones! Thanks to God for keeping everyone safe! Thank you all! ♥
So,it's 12:30pmish..And I didn't go to sleep last night. Yepp,I pulled an all nighter,haha! I haven't pulled an all nighter in a looong time cuz of school but I used all the time last summer x.x..Haha,Back to my nocturnal ways of life!!! Wooo!!...Anyway,so I stayed up all night doing stuff on the net and talking to one of my bestest and loveliest friends,Lizzy...♥. So,then she got off to go to bed at like 9:30am my time,and I decided it would be stupid to go to bed now cuz I'll end up sleeping all day and then I won't be able to go to bed tonight for school and that'll suck cuz then I'll stay up late and be all tired for school...x.x..Plus I had to babysit Carrie in a few hours anyway cuz my mom and stepdad had to work..So yeah I'm just staying up and I'll just go to bed early tonight I guess. So anyway,I decided to watch "Life On The Murder Scene" my lovely My Chemical Romance DVD for 3894723984789472894732984x millionth-bajillionth time =]..and I like never update this thing because I guess I'd rather keep my thoughts to me,my music and my close friends than my LJ lately..x.x..But,I kept having all these thoughts about My Chemical Romance and how much I love and appreciate them and their music and stuff and I got this urge to make a LJ post about it,so yeah,Time for me to ramble..Here we go....
I love My Chemical Romance so much..like wow...like they're so amazing. Just..I don't know. I got their DVD "Life On The Murder Scene" March 20th,because my mom pre-ordered it for me,and I've basically been watching it religiously since then. Tomorrow,when I go to my Mema's house,she's gunna watch it with me..=]. Anyway,Just,wow,I've grown to seriously love and appreciate My Chemical Romance and their music 348928439024802x more than I already did..and I already did seriously love and appreciate My Chemical Romance and their music a hell of a lot..So it's..MAJOR now.
My Chemical Romance and The Used are seriously the most amazing,mind blowingly awesome,beyond words,talented,just...wow..bands ever.
I've grown to appreciate My Chemical Romance's music on such a deeper level than I ever have before. I just,I can relate to them now. I seriously can. Like,the lyrics,the guitar and bass guitar riffs,the drums,the feeling,the emotions,the mood,the beauty,the passion. Wow,I feel it all..I really do. It's so intense and amazing. I can feel it. Every single word,every single note,in every single song sends this rush of emotion and love throughout the deepest,darkest depths of my soul. It's really beautiful and magical. I can relate to their music so much,and it has helped me beyond belief,It has cheered me up,lifted me from the cold,dark,scary ground,allowed me to keep my head up,helped me to walk this journey of life with a new,positive,hopeful perscpective,and it has been the crutch to stop me from ever falling again. It really is comforting and amazing,knowing I'll always have the beautiful gift of music to stop me from falling. My Chemical Romance's music especially,I'll always have these CD's now,and they can forever hold this special place in my heart and this special impact on my life. It's one of those things thats so beautiful you want to cry,yet,you can only cry on the inside,or maybe you just only want to cry on the inside. Their music relates to my life,my past,my present,my thoughts of the future,my feelings,my thoughts,my emotions,my heart,my soul. I connect with their music on such a deep and special level,it's truly wonderful and something I'm eternally thankful to have found...♥ I love their music so much,genuinly..It's amazing.
Then,the members,just wow. I never thought the members could turn out to be as mind blowingly amazing as they are. I mean,of course a DVD cannot show you exactly what they're like,it's rare that a band DVD will EVER show you the flaws or bad parts of a person or the whole of a person,but it DOES show a part of that person,and the part I see of each member on that DVD is truly amazing,each in their own special way,but each so very special.
Gerard,wow..He's really an inspiration to me..He's been an inspiration to me since I got into MCR pretty much,and he especially became an inspiration to me when I saw My Chemical Romance in concert at the 2005 Vans Warped Tour. I've dreamt of being a singer since I was 7 years old,Only back then it was like..being the next Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera..You know? But,of course time changes you. But,I do know that no matter what I always dreamt of it in some form. Though,my mother and father were determined to tear down those dreams for me by telling me basically to be a teacher or something instead,and that becoming a musician is hard and rarely works out and it's just a big hopleless,bullshit dream. So,I gave up..I didn't see any reason to really hold on. Then,me and Shelby wanted to start a band together and I was going to play bass. Close,but not quite what I wanted. Then,on that fucking glorious day,I saw Gerard hit that stage and it was just instant...What he was doing..It looked so fun,such a natural environment to me,so worth it all,so..what I wanted to do. The magic all came back,and that was it,I wanted this. Since then,I've been singing non-stop,while listening to music,while in the shower,while around the hosue,while in the car,while on the bus,while taking a walk,while having a sleepover,while home alone,while on the phone,while at school,while at the store..Hell..everyone,doing on and off singing lessons,putting on fake concerts for my mom,little sister Carrie and her friends,my posters,my cats,or just concerts alone and pretending there's a crowd. It's such a feeling..It feels so natural and right to me..I have that mic and my hand and it's just like..damn..Home sweet home. It's...amazing. I was missing this for so long..and I'm thankful Gerard arose it again. Then,he was also a very quiet,shy,outkast type person in school that mostly kept to himself and stayed locked away in his home. I feel so bittersweet to know that. I'm not happy it happened to him,but I'm happy I have someone to relate to. Most of the people I hang out with have a good bit of friends,whereas I'm the Gerard of the crowd. I'm so shy and quiet around people I don't know,I'm not goog at meeting new people and making new friends,I have basically 3 people I talk to regularly at school,and I'm basically an outkast. I spend my days outside of school locked away in my house doing my own thing,lacking an outer social life for the most part with the exception of sleepovers,and the occiasional trip to the store,mall,or restraunt (Usually fast food). I'm the only one in my group of friends that is like this sadly. So,I try to explain to them why I feel so lonely and outkasted,and they just say "I don't understand why you don't just talk to people and make friends then." Well,for one,I suffer from social anxiety,so sadly,that's a difficult task. Then,It's also easier said than done..trust me. So,when I watched that DVD and saw wow..Gerad relates here..He was an outkast..and he kept to himself..just like me. It's like..Wow. Watching that DVD and hearing that story makes me feel not so left out and alone anymore...I feel like "Wow,you know what? He went through it too. I'm not alone..and..look where he is now,his life got better,that's hope that yours can too." Gerard truly is such a nice,caring,talented,sweet,gently,friendly,warm and golden hearted,loving,amazing,funny,fun,deep,interesting,complex yet simple..person. He's an amazing person for sure. I love to hear him talk and tell his stories. For one,I love his voice,I always have,Not just because it's cute or anything,but because it's so unique,It's nice. Also,I love to hear what he has to say,everything he says is just so interesting to me and I always want to listen,as if he reels me in. He also,from what I've seen,is into Greek Mythology,which is SO amazing to me because I've always been real real into that. My Dad was always into Greek Mythology and he had this Greek Mythology book and I loved it so much that he gave it to me,it has all these Greek Mythology stores and this beautiful artwork,it's amazing. I used to read it every single night before I went to bed when I lived in Georgia,then,somehow the book got lost..and I haven't found it since. I'm crushed because I loved that book so much and I hope to find it in a store or something someday. Also,I got an A in Social Studies in 6th grade during the entire study of Greek Mythology,I just..Wow I love it so much. I just wish I could be friends with him. Not take a picture with him,not shake his hand,not freak out over him waving to me or obsess over how "hawt n sexay" he is,not get an autograph. No,That's not that stuff I want. I honestly would be happy if I got just go to a cafe with Gerard,probably starbucks,which would be nice since I've never been to an actual starbucks before,and I'd like to just sit and drink coffee with him and have an in depth,deep conversation with him. One filled with us exchanging interests,opinions,past stories,advice,and hope. That's what I'd love. Then,I'd love to maintain a friendship,but if that weren't possible,then I'd be happy with just that. Really,all I want is a conversation with him. I just find him to be so interesting and I'd love to talk to him and hear his opinions,plus,he and I really relate so well,and I'd love to talk to someone who I can relate to so well and hear their words of advice for me. It would mean the world. Now,of course this will never happen,but It's one of those things I just kinda wish could. I love the way he looks at the little details in life,you don't find that in people anymore,I'm glad I found it in him.
Ray is just such a truly kind human being. He really,really is. He is just such a nice,funny,talented,fun,sweet,caring,friendly,cheerful,kind,warm and golden hearted person. He's just so genuinly nice. I love it so much. I also love to listen to Ray talk. I relate to him in the sense that he always seems to try and see the good in things and the beauty in life. He appreciates all the good things in life and doesn't take them for granted. I work that way too and I love it that he does too. I just love people that work that way,and unfortuantly not enough people do. I wish more did,it's the way we should all live. Ray does live that way,and it seriously means so much to me. He makes me smile and giggle a lot with the way he's so nice and sweet. Anytime I'm ever down I can just watch something involving Ray and it'll put a nice,big smile on my face again...=]...I love that Ray does that for me. He really does say such interesting things,and I love to sit and here every single word he has to say. He seems like someone to have an amazing conversation with and he totally reminds me of the buddy I'd call just to chat with,and also the buddy I could call to lift me up in any situation. I wish he and I could be buddies,it would be awesome. Not really in the same perspective I wish to be friends with Gerard,but still,I'd love to be Ray's friend nonetheless.
Frankie is a really hilarious person. He always cracks me up and makes me laugh with the stuff he says. He's that person that is just so naturally cool and laid back and funny that people just kind of naturally flock to him I guess you could say. He also seems like he can be a really deep,caring,genuine person though. He's a very nice,sweet,funny,fun,laid back yet outgoing,talented person. It would be really awesome to hang out and be friends with with Frankie,I could see just hanging out with him and being total goofballs playing pranks on everyone. It would be so awesome. He seems to really appreciate music and playing it and the thought of it,and his girlfriend Jamia. I really admire how devoted he is to his loved ones and music,it's amazing.
Mikey is just pretty much such a sweet person. He really seems to care about and appreciate his band,his friends,his family,his girlfriend,and his life. Which,no,I don't hate Alicia. I don't know anything about her except she's Mikey's girlfriend,why would I hate her based on that??? She seems sweet to me and she makes Mikey happy,and I say congrats to them. You know? Hate is such a wasted emotion. Anyway,Mikey just seems to so genuinly be into what he does and his life and the people around him,I really love it. He seems like such a nice,funny,fun,caring,sweet,appreciative,friendly and awesome person. I admire how loving he is toward others and I wish everyone could be that way. It would make the world such a better place. He seems like he'd be such a sweet and wonderful person to be friends with and I'd love to be friends with him.
Bob is pretty much that quiet,mysterious,laid back type of guy that you just naturally want to get to know because you can tell there is an amazing person hiding behind that mystery. Throughout the DVD,he does open up slightly. He seems that he can be very tempermental and quiet,but I also think he can be a VERY smart,nice,funny,fun,genuine,honest,true,caring,and amazing person. I admire how Bob just doesn't take peoples shit and how he'll stand up for himself and speak his mind,yet he stays closed in at first and leaves you wanting to know more. I love mysterious people,and I wish I could speak my mind more often,sadly I'm too chicken,I admire that Bob can and I wish I could. He seems like he'd be such an amazing person to talk to and be friends with and like he'd be one of those friends that could make a serious impact on your life. I'd love so much to be friends with Bob.
I love every member of My Chemical Romance,each for their own special reasons,but I do love them each and they each mean something very special to me and hold a very dear and special place in my heart.
I love how My Chemical Romance has such a metaphorical method to their music. I think it's so amazing how each song tells a story in a way,and how each CD is almost like a novel of music in it's own way. They don't just say "Oh I'm sad,you left me". No,they send that message in their own special way,using deeper,more meaningful,passionate,heart-felt,and impacting words. So that the meaning wont only hit you,it'll hit you,mean something to you,and leave it's mark on your heart forever. Their music has left a permanent mark on my heart,and this mark can never dissapear,and I look forward to future music to leave it's mark on my heart. They just,Gerard makes everything so much deeper and more special with his metaphors. It makes you hear the lyric,feel the lyric,see the lyric,taste the lyric,and smell the lyric. It's amazing...It's special..It's rare..they've got it...♥
I also love how their music style is so unique. It's pretty much unlike anything I've heard before and that truly is a good thing. The fact that Ray is a more metal type guitar player whereas Frankie is more a punk rock type guitar player balances out so amazingly. Their music always has such catchy,amazing,well put together,beautiful meoldic beat. It can either be so uplifting that you wanna get up and dance like a lunatic,or it can be so soft and passionate that it can make you want cry,or it can be so hard and fast that it makes you wanna headbang until your brains fall out. No matter what the style of the melody,it's always dramatic and I love it. I love how every song is gurantee to open up some emotion for you with its mixture of music and lyrics. I love music that does that,that makes you think,that makes you feel. I love it...and they're music does it..♥ Gerard seriously has one of the most amazing voies ever,he is so beyond belief talented and it's amazing. He sings so well and has such a beautiful,gorgeous,and unique voice. He's able to make his voice do such unique and amazing things. He can sing soft and gentle,normal,creepy sounding,whispering,loud,quiet,and he can scream. Gerard can pretty much do it and all he can do it all AMAZINGLY. He is so fucking beyond belief talented and has such a special gift,he's truly been blessed. I love to listen to his voice,his singing brings this magical touch to the music,you can really hear the pain,loss,deception,anger,agony,love,happiness,hope,faith,passion,depression in his voice. You can just basically hear the emotion in his voice,his voice helps you to feel the lyrics and the meaning rushing through your veins and to understand them on a whole new level. He just literally sings with all of his heart,soul,mind,being and everything in him. His voice definitely brings a magic to My Chemical Romance and he's such a talented person and I admire his talent so fucking much. Ray is seriously one of the most amazingly talented guitar players ever. He loves and understands music so much..I love it..He plays with all of his heart and does an AMAZING job everytime. He's so fucking beyond belief talented and gifted and he makes the guitar riffs sound so amazing. Frankie is seriously another one of the most amazingly guitar players ever. Frankie just puts all of his heart,soul,energy,and being into every single performance,every single chord,every single riff,every single note. He spills his heat out onto that guitar and makes you feel it,he gets so into it and I love it. He makes his guitar riffs sound wonderful. Bob is an amazing drummer,he's so talented and wonderful at what he does,Matt was good too,don't get me wrong,but Bob really does bring this deep magic to MCR's music that Matt just wasn't able to. He is such an amazingly talented drummer and he helps to make My Chemical Romance's music as amazing as it is. They truly are so lucky they found Bob. Mikey is a wonderful bass player,he really seems to love and have a passion for music,and he plays such wonderful bass riffs and makes them sound so amazing. He really is talented and his amazing bass riffs help to make My Chemical Romance's music so amazing. Their music is just mind blowing...It's so good.
I love how My Chemical Romance is involved in every aspect of the band. They help design their merch and it always looks so amazing and unique. I love their merch,it's so beautiful,and every single item has a meaning and a purpose,and represents something truly beautiful. I love it. I also love how they have such a theatrical quality to them. Most bands nowadays are so cliche "band performance" in their videos. But not MCR. My Chemical Romance always tells a beautiful story with their Music Videos. Even the video for "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" with the random clips told the story of this band that is composed of normal,ordinary people,that are despite the fact that they're average people,on their way to concur the world. I love it,I love how each music video tells a story,almost as if it's a mini movie. That's really what the very first music video type things were. Such as The Beatles,who made a mini movie type thing for a few traps,such as "Yellow Submarine". It was a small,musical story. I think that concept is so beautiful and wonderful. Nowadays,bands make their videos so bland and "Oh yes,let's perfom on stage". Or they come up with these crappy concepts. Not MCR though. I love how My Chemical Romance makes it so visionary and story themed. I also love how they have dancers in their video for Helena. Not many bands nowadays take risks and put such things in their videos,I love how My Chemical Romance does,it's so special and I love it. Dancing in videos is such a wonderful way to express the feel of the song,because dancing is a movement that can express so many things and show you how they feel with body language and movements,so it gives you a better feel of the feeling,mood and emotion behind the song,as in the Helena video it gives you that sad feeling of loss yet that hopeful feeling of celebrating their life that the song itself gives.I love it so much,it's so rare these days and I'm thankful MCR is keeping it alive. I also love how "Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge" is partly a story of 2 boys losing their grandmother,and partly the story of a man and woman who are in love,and the man dies and goes to hell,to find the woman lived and it still alive on Earth,and the man now must go on a mission to bring the devil 1,000 evil souls in order to go back to Earth and be with his true love. I think the story of 2 boys losing their grandmother is so easy to relate to,and important for that fact,becuase it's a sense of comfort to everyone who's ever been through the death of a near and dear loved one,such as myself,who lost my Pap last September whom I love so very much and who meant the world to me. I also love the second story,it's so amazing and well thought up and so beautiful and sweet. I love how MCR tells a story with their CD and how it's not just a bunch of songs thrown onto on disk,it's a story on a disk. It's so rare..and I also love that MCR is keeping that rare yet amazing quality alive. I love how for Gerard's birthday in London,England,they experiemented with dancers onstage. That's such an amazing idea. Nowadays bands just play,go,bye. There's no beauty,passion,love,entertainment,and meaning to their performance. Dancers just add that touch of entertainment and passion that is so desperatly needed in performaces nowadays,it helps give off the feel of the song,the meaning,it helps to touch your soul. I also love how My Chemical Romance had this idea to re-enact the Helena video onstage,and to have a girl in a coffin in a London themed car with mourners walking along holding up "My Chemical Romance" signs along the streets of London. Bands just don't do that anymore,and I wish they did. Bands don't get creative and add that extra-special touch to stuff anymore. I think that's such a wonderful and amazing idea and I'm so glad they did it. Also,re-enacting the Helena video for the performance in London,England was so amazing too because it yet again,gave off the passion,meaning,feeling and emotion behind that song. It helps you to feel the loss and celebration of the life of the person when you see it told in dancing...and I love how My Chemical Romance sees that and adds it to their performances.
I also love how amazing their life perfomances are. I personally think that their concert was one of the most amazing concerts I've ever been to. Gerard just sings so well and has such an amazing voice and sings with everything in him and he's EXTREMELY talented. I love how when he sings you can really hear it in his voice and see it on his face that he feels and means every single word. He really shows emotion and you can hear and feel it. You can see and feel and hear the words and their meanings rushing through him. Like,on Disk 2 of "Life On The Murder Scene" during the Live Sessions@AOL performance during the performance of "The Ghost Of You" Gerard get's really into it and you can just see it in his eyes and face expression that he feels it,and he looks toward the end like he's so upset that he's about to cry,he gets into the music SO much that it literally makes him look like he's going to cry. I love it. Ray is such a fucking amazing guitarist and plays with all he's got and hes REALLY talented. Frankie is such a fucking wondeful gutarist and he really plays with every ounce of himself and hes SO talented. Mikey is an amazing bass player and he puts all of his heart into his bass playing and he's VERY talented. Bob is such a fucking amazing drummer and he puts all of his heart and soul into his drumming and makes it the best he can which is really fucking amazing and he is VERY talented. Basically,My Chemical Romance is just one talented band,each member is individually talented and together they make up one of the most talented bands in the entire fucking world. Their live performances are always so fun and amazing and mind changing. They really love to play music and they put every ounce of their heart,soul,spirit,soul,mind,talent,being and everything into every single second of every single performance. Their concert has definitely left a special mark on my heart and their concerts always leave a special mark on everyone's heart. They're just so fucking good at what they do.
I also love how they want to save people's lives. Some bands just in my opinion don't seem to geuninly care when they save people's lives,but these guys really do. I love how they felt they had a purpose,and how they just are so caring and dedicated to their fans and love them so much with all their heart and want to save their lives. I know My Chemical Romance saves my life and keeps me sane,and I really and truly thank them eternally from the bottom of my heart for it. They've made such an amazing impact on the world and on me specifically and I know they'll go down in history not only to me,but to the world,as one of the most amazing bands EVER. I'm so thankful for them and wow...I just love them so much. They truly are one of a kind.
So,it's 12:30pmish..And I didn't go to sleep last night. Yepp,I pulled an all nighter,haha! I haven't pulled an all nighter in a looong time cuz of school but I used all the time last summer x.x..Haha,Back to my nocturnal ways of life!!! Wooo!!...Anyway,so I stayed up all night doing stuff on the net and talking to one of my bestest and loveliest friends,Lizzy...♥. So,then she got off to go to bed at like 9:30am my time,and I decided it would be stupid to go to bed now cuz I'll end up sleeping all day and then I won't be able to go to bed tonight for school and that'll suck cuz then I'll stay up late and be all tired for school...x.x..Plus I had to babysit Carrie in a few hours anyway cuz my mom and stepdad had to work..So yeah I'm just staying up and I'll just go to bed early tonight I guess. So anyway,I decided to watch "Life On The Murder Scene" my lovely My Chemical Romance DVD for 3894723984789472894732984x millionth-bajillionth time =]..and I like never update this thing because I guess I'd rather keep my thoughts to me,my music and my close friends than my LJ lately..x.x..But,I kept having all these thoughts about My Chemical Romance and how much I love and appreciate them and their music and stuff and I got this urge to make a LJ post about it,so yeah,Time for me to ramble..Here we go....
I love My Chemical Romance so much..like wow...like they're so amazing. Just..I don't know. I got their DVD "Life On The Murder Scene" March 20th,because my mom pre-ordered it for me,and I've basically been watching it religiously since then. Tomorrow,when I go to my Mema's house,she's gunna watch it with me..=]. Anyway,Just,wow,I've grown to seriously love and appreciate My Chemical Romance and their music 348928439024802x more than I already did..and I already did seriously love and appreciate My Chemical Romance and their music a hell of a lot..So it's..MAJOR now.
My Chemical Romance and The Used are seriously the most amazing,mind blowingly awesome,beyond words,talented,just...wow..bands ever.
I've grown to appreciate My Chemical Romance's music on such a deeper level than I ever have before. I just,I can relate to them now. I seriously can. Like,the lyrics,the guitar and bass guitar riffs,the drums,the feeling,the emotions,the mood,the beauty,the passion. Wow,I feel it all..I really do. It's so intense and amazing. I can feel it. Every single word,every single note,in every single song sends this rush of emotion and love throughout the deepest,darkest depths of my soul. It's really beautiful and magical. I can relate to their music so much,and it has helped me beyond belief,It has cheered me up,lifted me from the cold,dark,scary ground,allowed me to keep my head up,helped me to walk this journey of life with a new,positive,hopeful perscpective,and it has been the crutch to stop me from ever falling again. It really is comforting and amazing,knowing I'll always have the beautiful gift of music to stop me from falling. My Chemical Romance's music especially,I'll always have these CD's now,and they can forever hold this special place in my heart and this special impact on my life. It's one of those things thats so beautiful you want to cry,yet,you can only cry on the inside,or maybe you just only want to cry on the inside. Their music relates to my life,my past,my present,my thoughts of the future,my feelings,my thoughts,my emotions,my heart,my soul. I connect with their music on such a deep and special level,it's truly wonderful and something I'm eternally thankful to have found...♥ I love their music so much,genuinly..It's amazing.
Then,the members,just wow. I never thought the members could turn out to be as mind blowingly amazing as they are. I mean,of course a DVD cannot show you exactly what they're like,it's rare that a band DVD will EVER show you the flaws or bad parts of a person or the whole of a person,but it DOES show a part of that person,and the part I see of each member on that DVD is truly amazing,each in their own special way,but each so very special.
Gerard,wow..He's really an inspiration to me..He's been an inspiration to me since I got into MCR pretty much,and he especially became an inspiration to me when I saw My Chemical Romance in concert at the 2005 Vans Warped Tour. I've dreamt of being a singer since I was 7 years old,Only back then it was like..being the next Britney Spears or Christina Aguilera..You know? But,of course time changes you. But,I do know that no matter what I always dreamt of it in some form. Though,my mother and father were determined to tear down those dreams for me by telling me basically to be a teacher or something instead,and that becoming a musician is hard and rarely works out and it's just a big hopleless,bullshit dream. So,I gave up..I didn't see any reason to really hold on. Then,me and Shelby wanted to start a band together and I was going to play bass. Close,but not quite what I wanted. Then,on that fucking glorious day,I saw Gerard hit that stage and it was just instant...What he was doing..It looked so fun,such a natural environment to me,so worth it all,so..what I wanted to do. The magic all came back,and that was it,I wanted this. Since then,I've been singing non-stop,while listening to music,while in the shower,while around the hosue,while in the car,while on the bus,while taking a walk,while having a sleepover,while home alone,while on the phone,while at school,while at the store..Hell..everyone,doing on and off singing lessons,putting on fake concerts for my mom,little sister Carrie and her friends,my posters,my cats,or just concerts alone and pretending there's a crowd. It's such a feeling..It feels so natural and right to me..I have that mic and my hand and it's just like..damn..Home sweet home. It's...amazing. I was missing this for so long..and I'm thankful Gerard arose it again. Then,he was also a very quiet,shy,outkast type person in school that mostly kept to himself and stayed locked away in his home. I feel so bittersweet to know that. I'm not happy it happened to him,but I'm happy I have someone to relate to. Most of the people I hang out with have a good bit of friends,whereas I'm the Gerard of the crowd. I'm so shy and quiet around people I don't know,I'm not goog at meeting new people and making new friends,I have basically 3 people I talk to regularly at school,and I'm basically an outkast. I spend my days outside of school locked away in my house doing my own thing,lacking an outer social life for the most part with the exception of sleepovers,and the occiasional trip to the store,mall,or restraunt (Usually fast food). I'm the only one in my group of friends that is like this sadly. So,I try to explain to them why I feel so lonely and outkasted,and they just say "I don't understand why you don't just talk to people and make friends then." Well,for one,I suffer from social anxiety,so sadly,that's a difficult task. Then,It's also easier said than done..trust me. So,when I watched that DVD and saw wow..Gerad relates here..He was an outkast..and he kept to himself..just like me. It's like..Wow. Watching that DVD and hearing that story makes me feel not so left out and alone anymore...I feel like "Wow,you know what? He went through it too. I'm not alone..and..look where he is now,his life got better,that's hope that yours can too." Gerard truly is such a nice,caring,talented,sweet,gently,friendly,warm and golden hearted,loving,amazing,funny,fun,deep,interesting,complex yet simple..person. He's an amazing person for sure. I love to hear him talk and tell his stories. For one,I love his voice,I always have,Not just because it's cute or anything,but because it's so unique,It's nice. Also,I love to hear what he has to say,everything he says is just so interesting to me and I always want to listen,as if he reels me in. He also,from what I've seen,is into Greek Mythology,which is SO amazing to me because I've always been real real into that. My Dad was always into Greek Mythology and he had this Greek Mythology book and I loved it so much that he gave it to me,it has all these Greek Mythology stores and this beautiful artwork,it's amazing. I used to read it every single night before I went to bed when I lived in Georgia,then,somehow the book got lost..and I haven't found it since. I'm crushed because I loved that book so much and I hope to find it in a store or something someday. Also,I got an A in Social Studies in 6th grade during the entire study of Greek Mythology,I just..Wow I love it so much. I just wish I could be friends with him. Not take a picture with him,not shake his hand,not freak out over him waving to me or obsess over how "hawt n sexay" he is,not get an autograph. No,That's not that stuff I want. I honestly would be happy if I got just go to a cafe with Gerard,probably starbucks,which would be nice since I've never been to an actual starbucks before,and I'd like to just sit and drink coffee with him and have an in depth,deep conversation with him. One filled with us exchanging interests,opinions,past stories,advice,and hope. That's what I'd love. Then,I'd love to maintain a friendship,but if that weren't possible,then I'd be happy with just that. Really,all I want is a conversation with him. I just find him to be so interesting and I'd love to talk to him and hear his opinions,plus,he and I really relate so well,and I'd love to talk to someone who I can relate to so well and hear their words of advice for me. It would mean the world. Now,of course this will never happen,but It's one of those things I just kinda wish could. I love the way he looks at the little details in life,you don't find that in people anymore,I'm glad I found it in him.
Ray is just such a truly kind human being. He really,really is. He is just such a nice,funny,talented,fun,sweet,caring,friendly,cheerful,kind,warm and golden hearted person. He's just so genuinly nice. I love it so much. I also love to listen to Ray talk. I relate to him in the sense that he always seems to try and see the good in things and the beauty in life. He appreciates all the good things in life and doesn't take them for granted. I work that way too and I love it that he does too. I just love people that work that way,and unfortuantly not enough people do. I wish more did,it's the way we should all live. Ray does live that way,and it seriously means so much to me. He makes me smile and giggle a lot with the way he's so nice and sweet. Anytime I'm ever down I can just watch something involving Ray and it'll put a nice,big smile on my face again...=]...I love that Ray does that for me. He really does say such interesting things,and I love to sit and here every single word he has to say. He seems like someone to have an amazing conversation with and he totally reminds me of the buddy I'd call just to chat with,and also the buddy I could call to lift me up in any situation. I wish he and I could be buddies,it would be awesome. Not really in the same perspective I wish to be friends with Gerard,but still,I'd love to be Ray's friend nonetheless.
Frankie is a really hilarious person. He always cracks me up and makes me laugh with the stuff he says. He's that person that is just so naturally cool and laid back and funny that people just kind of naturally flock to him I guess you could say. He also seems like he can be a really deep,caring,genuine person though. He's a very nice,sweet,funny,fun,laid back yet outgoing,talented person. It would be really awesome to hang out and be friends with with Frankie,I could see just hanging out with him and being total goofballs playing pranks on everyone. It would be so awesome. He seems to really appreciate music and playing it and the thought of it,and his girlfriend Jamia. I really admire how devoted he is to his loved ones and music,it's amazing.
Mikey is just pretty much such a sweet person. He really seems to care about and appreciate his band,his friends,his family,his girlfriend,and his life. Which,no,I don't hate Alicia. I don't know anything about her except she's Mikey's girlfriend,why would I hate her based on that??? She seems sweet to me and she makes Mikey happy,and I say congrats to them. You know? Hate is such a wasted emotion. Anyway,Mikey just seems to so genuinly be into what he does and his life and the people around him,I really love it. He seems like such a nice,funny,fun,caring,sweet,appreciative,friendly and awesome person. I admire how loving he is toward others and I wish everyone could be that way. It would make the world such a better place. He seems like he'd be such a sweet and wonderful person to be friends with and I'd love to be friends with him.
Bob is pretty much that quiet,mysterious,laid back type of guy that you just naturally want to get to know because you can tell there is an amazing person hiding behind that mystery. Throughout the DVD,he does open up slightly. He seems that he can be very tempermental and quiet,but I also think he can be a VERY smart,nice,funny,fun,genuine,honest,true,caring,and amazing person. I admire how Bob just doesn't take peoples shit and how he'll stand up for himself and speak his mind,yet he stays closed in at first and leaves you wanting to know more. I love mysterious people,and I wish I could speak my mind more often,sadly I'm too chicken,I admire that Bob can and I wish I could. He seems like he'd be such an amazing person to talk to and be friends with and like he'd be one of those friends that could make a serious impact on your life. I'd love so much to be friends with Bob.
I love every member of My Chemical Romance,each for their own special reasons,but I do love them each and they each mean something very special to me and hold a very dear and special place in my heart.
I love how My Chemical Romance has such a metaphorical method to their music. I think it's so amazing how each song tells a story in a way,and how each CD is almost like a novel of music in it's own way. They don't just say "Oh I'm sad,you left me". No,they send that message in their own special way,using deeper,more meaningful,passionate,heart-felt,and impacting words. So that the meaning wont only hit you,it'll hit you,mean something to you,and leave it's mark on your heart forever. Their music has left a permanent mark on my heart,and this mark can never dissapear,and I look forward to future music to leave it's mark on my heart. They just,Gerard makes everything so much deeper and more special with his metaphors. It makes you hear the lyric,feel the lyric,see the lyric,taste the lyric,and smell the lyric. It's amazing...It's special..It's rare..they've got it...♥
I also love how their music style is so unique. It's pretty much unlike anything I've heard before and that truly is a good thing. The fact that Ray is a more metal type guitar player whereas Frankie is more a punk rock type guitar player balances out so amazingly. Their music always has such catchy,amazing,well put together,beautiful meoldic beat. It can either be so uplifting that you wanna get up and dance like a lunatic,or it can be so soft and passionate that it can make you want cry,or it can be so hard and fast that it makes you wanna headbang until your brains fall out. No matter what the style of the melody,it's always dramatic and I love it. I love how every song is gurantee to open up some emotion for you with its mixture of music and lyrics. I love music that does that,that makes you think,that makes you feel. I love it...and they're music does it..♥ Gerard seriously has one of the most amazing voies ever,he is so beyond belief talented and it's amazing. He sings so well and has such a beautiful,gorgeous,and unique voice. He's able to make his voice do such unique and amazing things. He can sing soft and gentle,normal,creepy sounding,whispering,loud,quiet,and he can scream. Gerard can pretty much do it and all he can do it all AMAZINGLY. He is so fucking beyond belief talented and has such a special gift,he's truly been blessed. I love to listen to his voice,his singing brings this magical touch to the music,you can really hear the pain,loss,deception,anger,agony,love,happiness,hope,faith,passion,depression in his voice. You can just basically hear the emotion in his voice,his voice helps you to feel the lyrics and the meaning rushing through your veins and to understand them on a whole new level. He just literally sings with all of his heart,soul,mind,being and everything in him. His voice definitely brings a magic to My Chemical Romance and he's such a talented person and I admire his talent so fucking much. Ray is seriously one of the most amazingly talented guitar players ever. He loves and understands music so much..I love it..He plays with all of his heart and does an AMAZING job everytime. He's so fucking beyond belief talented and gifted and he makes the guitar riffs sound so amazing. Frankie is seriously another one of the most amazingly guitar players ever. Frankie just puts all of his heart,soul,energy,and being into every single performance,every single chord,every single riff,every single note. He spills his heat out onto that guitar and makes you feel it,he gets so into it and I love it. He makes his guitar riffs sound wonderful. Bob is an amazing drummer,he's so talented and wonderful at what he does,Matt was good too,don't get me wrong,but Bob really does bring this deep magic to MCR's music that Matt just wasn't able to. He is such an amazingly talented drummer and he helps to make My Chemical Romance's music as amazing as it is. They truly are so lucky they found Bob. Mikey is a wonderful bass player,he really seems to love and have a passion for music,and he plays such wonderful bass riffs and makes them sound so amazing. He really is talented and his amazing bass riffs help to make My Chemical Romance's music so amazing. Their music is just mind blowing...It's so good.
I love how My Chemical Romance is involved in every aspect of the band. They help design their merch and it always looks so amazing and unique. I love their merch,it's so beautiful,and every single item has a meaning and a purpose,and represents something truly beautiful. I love it. I also love how they have such a theatrical quality to them. Most bands nowadays are so cliche "band performance" in their videos. But not MCR. My Chemical Romance always tells a beautiful story with their Music Videos. Even the video for "I'm Not Okay (I Promise)" with the random clips told the story of this band that is composed of normal,ordinary people,that are despite the fact that they're average people,on their way to concur the world. I love it,I love how each music video tells a story,almost as if it's a mini movie. That's really what the very first music video type things were. Such as The Beatles,who made a mini movie type thing for a few traps,such as "Yellow Submarine". It was a small,musical story. I think that concept is so beautiful and wonderful. Nowadays,bands make their videos so bland and "Oh yes,let's perfom on stage". Or they come up with these crappy concepts. Not MCR though. I love how My Chemical Romance makes it so visionary and story themed. I also love how they have dancers in their video for Helena. Not many bands nowadays take risks and put such things in their videos,I love how My Chemical Romance does,it's so special and I love it. Dancing in videos is such a wonderful way to express the feel of the song,because dancing is a movement that can express so many things and show you how they feel with body language and movements,so it gives you a better feel of the feeling,mood and emotion behind the song,as in the Helena video it gives you that sad feeling of loss yet that hopeful feeling of celebrating their life that the song itself gives.I love it so much,it's so rare these days and I'm thankful MCR is keeping it alive. I also love how "Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge" is partly a story of 2 boys losing their grandmother,and partly the story of a man and woman who are in love,and the man dies and goes to hell,to find the woman lived and it still alive on Earth,and the man now must go on a mission to bring the devil 1,000 evil souls in order to go back to Earth and be with his true love. I think the story of 2 boys losing their grandmother is so easy to relate to,and important for that fact,becuase it's a sense of comfort to everyone who's ever been through the death of a near and dear loved one,such as myself,who lost my Pap last September whom I love so very much and who meant the world to me. I also love the second story,it's so amazing and well thought up and so beautiful and sweet. I love how MCR tells a story with their CD and how it's not just a bunch of songs thrown onto on disk,it's a story on a disk. It's so rare..and I also love that MCR is keeping that rare yet amazing quality alive. I love how for Gerard's birthday in London,England,they experiemented with dancers onstage. That's such an amazing idea. Nowadays bands just play,go,bye. There's no beauty,passion,love,entertainment,and meaning to their performance. Dancers just add that touch of entertainment and passion that is so desperatly needed in performaces nowadays,it helps give off the feel of the song,the meaning,it helps to touch your soul. I also love how My Chemical Romance had this idea to re-enact the Helena video onstage,and to have a girl in a coffin in a London themed car with mourners walking along holding up "My Chemical Romance" signs along the streets of London. Bands just don't do that anymore,and I wish they did. Bands don't get creative and add that extra-special touch to stuff anymore. I think that's such a wonderful and amazing idea and I'm so glad they did it. Also,re-enacting the Helena video for the performance in London,England was so amazing too because it yet again,gave off the passion,meaning,feeling and emotion behind that song. It helps you to feel the loss and celebration of the life of the person when you see it told in dancing...and I love how My Chemical Romance sees that and adds it to their performances.
I also love how amazing their life perfomances are. I personally think that their concert was one of the most amazing concerts I've ever been to. Gerard just sings so well and has such an amazing voice and sings with everything in him and he's EXTREMELY talented. I love how when he sings you can really hear it in his voice and see it on his face that he feels and means every single word. He really shows emotion and you can hear and feel it. You can see and feel and hear the words and their meanings rushing through him. Like,on Disk 2 of "Life On The Murder Scene" during the Live Sessions@AOL performance during the performance of "The Ghost Of You" Gerard get's really into it and you can just see it in his eyes and face expression that he feels it,and he looks toward the end like he's so upset that he's about to cry,he gets into the music SO much that it literally makes him look like he's going to cry. I love it. Ray is such a fucking amazing guitarist and plays with all he's got and hes REALLY talented. Frankie is such a fucking wondeful gutarist and he really plays with every ounce of himself and hes SO talented. Mikey is an amazing bass player and he puts all of his heart into his bass playing and he's VERY talented. Bob is such a fucking amazing drummer and he puts all of his heart and soul into his drumming and makes it the best he can which is really fucking amazing and he is VERY talented. Basically,My Chemical Romance is just one talented band,each member is individually talented and together they make up one of the most talented bands in the entire fucking world. Their live performances are always so fun and amazing and mind changing. They really love to play music and they put every ounce of their heart,soul,spirit,soul,mind,talent,being and everything into every single second of every single performance. Their concert has definitely left a special mark on my heart and their concerts always leave a special mark on everyone's heart. They're just so fucking good at what they do.
I also love how they want to save people's lives. Some bands just in my opinion don't seem to geuninly care when they save people's lives,but these guys really do. I love how they felt they had a purpose,and how they just are so caring and dedicated to their fans and love them so much with all their heart and want to save their lives. I know My Chemical Romance saves my life and keeps me sane,and I really and truly thank them eternally from the bottom of my heart for it. They've made such an amazing impact on the world and on me specifically and I know they'll go down in history not only to me,but to the world,as one of the most amazing bands EVER. I'm so thankful for them and wow...I just love them so much. They truly are one of a kind.