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Gooooood morning everyone.
So here is me basically saying to one person...
FUCK YOU
ahhh... Now with that said and done. Today is beautiful. I love it. I am at my grandmas house helping her put up ALL her christmas decorations and having a blast with her. She is so sweet.. I love her so much..
But TONIGHT!
No sink or swim.. or atleast I don't think.. Partying with the girls K-style.. Movies...Food...Beer...Girls. It is going to be fun. Call us if you care to join.
Oh another thing...
People are so stupid. Yes they are. I don't care how you think or what you think about that statement.But I think a certain person needs to stop lying to me and thinking I am an idiot. I know you lie to me. All the time. I choose not to say anything because I hate drama. But you are loosing something I don't think you know how much you need it. Or would be better off with it. You put me through so much bullshit. And I am done with it all. My friends would sit there every other day and tell me how shady you are and how much I need to stop talking to you... and I didn't listen. I kinda wish I did right now. You play me all the fucking time. You act like you care on second..Well wait you care when you are drunk the most it seems. I would rather have a heartbreak then a person who I thought I could consider a friend and it turns out that I finally see the reason you have no friends. You are going to be unhappy if you continue living your life the way you do. I don't know what else to tell you. I do care about you. I care about you a great deal.. more then I ever had about any guy I have ever met. Yes I DO love you. And it will take me a great deal to move on I am sure. But I guess what I am saying this is all or nothing. More then friends or not. I am sick of sitting and waiting. I gave up a lot for you. And I think I gave up a person that could of changed my life. And now I regret it because you have done nothing but contradicted yourself the past few months.
Xohh
Lyndsay
have a great day everyone...
Call me if you want to hang out 841-0849
P.s.- BUT PLEASE DON'T REALIZE THAT YOU ARE LOOSING SOMETHING YOU HAVE "CARED" ABOUT FOR SO LONG...UNTILL IT REALLY IS GONE.
A side note last night was fun. I talked with Kara who is a very sweet girl. I wish I would of known that earlier...Amos is so fucking hilarious. I love him. I wish I was a guy cause I would totally bang him. We drank beer and listend to Zach paly the guitar outside for 2 hours last night. Went back Missys and watched movies .. well I fell asleep. But it was lots of fun.
So here is me basically saying to one person...
FUCK YOU
ahhh... Now with that said and done. Today is beautiful. I love it. I am at my grandmas house helping her put up ALL her christmas decorations and having a blast with her. She is so sweet.. I love her so much..
But TONIGHT!
No sink or swim.. or atleast I don't think.. Partying with the girls K-style.. Movies...Food...Beer...Girls. It is going to be fun. Call us if you care to join.
Oh another thing...
People are so stupid. Yes they are. I don't care how you think or what you think about that statement.But I think a certain person needs to stop lying to me and thinking I am an idiot. I know you lie to me. All the time. I choose not to say anything because I hate drama. But you are loosing something I don't think you know how much you need it. Or would be better off with it. You put me through so much bullshit. And I am done with it all. My friends would sit there every other day and tell me how shady you are and how much I need to stop talking to you... and I didn't listen. I kinda wish I did right now. You play me all the fucking time. You act like you care on second..Well wait you care when you are drunk the most it seems. I would rather have a heartbreak then a person who I thought I could consider a friend and it turns out that I finally see the reason you have no friends. You are going to be unhappy if you continue living your life the way you do. I don't know what else to tell you. I do care about you. I care about you a great deal.. more then I ever had about any guy I have ever met. Yes I DO love you. And it will take me a great deal to move on I am sure. But I guess what I am saying this is all or nothing. More then friends or not. I am sick of sitting and waiting. I gave up a lot for you. And I think I gave up a person that could of changed my life. And now I regret it because you have done nothing but contradicted yourself the past few months.
Xohh
Lyndsay
have a great day everyone...
Call me if you want to hang out 841-0849
P.s.- BUT PLEASE DON'T REALIZE THAT YOU ARE LOOSING SOMETHING YOU HAVE "CARED" ABOUT FOR SO LONG...UNTILL IT REALLY IS GONE.
A side note last night was fun. I talked with Kara who is a very sweet girl. I wish I would of known that earlier...Amos is so fucking hilarious. I love him. I wish I was a guy cause I would totally bang him. We drank beer and listend to Zach paly the guitar outside for 2 hours last night. Went back Missys and watched movies .. well I fell asleep. But it was lots of fun.