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i feel like killing some of my "friends" , they just like to talk and talk, (and dont worry you know who you are, this has to do with devin, and a few other people), if i was happy then im ok right? but i just dont trust a few people, and i wish things were different...but its the choices i made.........you cant change time.......so dont make it worse, please, i dont want the whole damn school to think that im...............
after school, i cried, tried to calm myslelf and not to let tom see me! ugh and when i was upstairs i was pissed enought, people comming up to me and saying shit, i didnt even know who they are!, and one kid had to say "hey baby" and right when i walked past, hes like "omg that was the ugliest chick ever, OMG" and im like yah....shoot me right about now...
i wish i was someone else...