There never is an easy way in.

[xxmrs_swanxx]

I really envy the people that were born talented. :( I'd like to think that I have an equal chance as they do, but lets face it they're way out of my league. I really dont like to be negative but at this point sometimes I think, Why do I waste my time on this? maybe it was never meant to be. Am I too greedy to ask for decent playing skills? My mother told me that when I was a baby she looked at my tiny hands and said to my dad "These are piano playing fingers" Well, I guess she was wrong these hands were meant to do something else apparently.
Music has always been apart of my life. Why is it now that I realize that I suck so bad? After dedicating almost my entire life to it.

I'm so stressed I dont think I can handle it anymore I just want it to end.

I just dont know what to do.