Oct 27, 2008 01:44
University is everything I was ever supposed to achieve and I've done it now and I know far more advanced things than the stuff they're teaching me and I'm bored.
If I'd done engineering I might have learned something. That might have been too much.
I am eating a lot and getting fat. I need to stop a bit to be fair. I hope to make a nice stew tomorrow, that will have veg and hopefully be low in fat. I only had one meal today so I'm proud. That may sound like I'm obsessing over how much I eat but it's only an achievement because it's compared to the 4 meals a day I was on before, all of them fatty and large.
It's stormy and loud outside. I am homesick and I feel extremely isolated but I genuinely love the people who are here so I think it'll be ok.
I'm worried about Emma because she hasn't said anything. I'm worried about Daniel because he may be putting too much pressure on himself. And I'm worried about Bert because she has more to cope with than anyone could handle alone.
I can't worry about Amy because I've never met anyone more capable. Even though things can get her down, that's just because she has a soul. So long as you know you always have a Julia who will try to help for ever and always then you can't feel too alone :)
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