Aug 21, 2004 20:44
Today is a 11 months..pretty crazy..i didnt get to see him though..he had to go to the Dream cruise with his family and i had to work...but we went to the fair last night..the fair sucked but we mae it good time...i hate ferris wheels. hah..
Im not sure if i want to go back to school..i havent went shoping yet...this wedding put our family in a money bunch so we have to wait til the last minute to go shopping..oh well..im afraid once i start school ill see paul less and less..which i uterly HATE.cuz i have to see him.
i just want to see all of u people that read this..i feel so far and out of the loop from everyone..ive been so worried about jess kosal still i dont know how shes doing or what even happened..i miss molly so much...jen so sorry about ur car...and everyone else i know i should csll but u al lseem so busy with ur own lives i dont want to inturupt...i want to hang out with ppl..i never do that anymore..and its not cuz im always with paul b/c im not...i just miss my friends.. a lot........i work too much...i need a break... i thnik i might go to sleep...bye