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holla. ow. man. i am so sore. i started volleyball day before yesterday. one word. 'ow.' we ran like literally 3 frickin miles! rawr. i threw a fit at the end of practice. hilarious. then the coach was like 'ericka. i never noticed that about you last year' and cruz was like 'yea. she is one heck of an actress.' hahahaha. cruz. man it was flippin funny. he took off his shirt. hilarious. the coach was like 'cruz put your shirt back on. you can take it off when you have some more muscles...ericka's got more pythons than you!' rotfl. but heh. hes aight. got a six pack and good arms. but watever. i am not intrested in him.!! everyone thinks i am. including my 'ex boyfriend'
yea. thats wat ive been doing lately. havent updated recently. let me fill you in..met jordan. fell in love. he apparently fell in love too. went out. got dumped by him. now hurt. kinda broken-hearted we're not the best of 'friends'...let me give ya some advice. never take friendship personal.mhmm. it was fun while it lasted. but i really wish i had never met him. and i dont wanna talk to him. im afraid i might hurt him again..luckily jackie the great had tried giving me counseling sessions. im so stupid. i cant think about anything but 'it' and i keep playing conversation i've had with him over and over and over again in my head. i need to move on but i keep holding on.. urgh. i so hate consequences.