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Aug 21, 2004 00:53

Hmm, so I haven't updated in a while.
The 15th was my B-day party. Casey and Jessie put 2 HUGE pieces of cake LOADED with frosting all in my face, hair, and on my pants. (It's ok, I still love you both). That night, Joe B, Lindsay, and Josh stayed until 1:30am. Josh and I had a talk about the fear I we at the beginning of our relationship...(the fear to fall for someone again). I told him that I wasn't scared anymore, and I asked him if he was still afraid, and he said no...Then, told me that he loved me. :-)
I don't think that time lables love at all. I know what I feel, and I wouldn't have said it back if I didn't mean it. I haven't said those words in 2 years and I couldn't imagine anyone better to say them to, but Josh.
The 16th, Josh came over and spent the night...being that the following day (the 17th) was my real birthday. We slept in eachother's arms until my mom woke us up with pancakes in the morning lol. Then later on that night, I went back to his house and his mom got a cake and his family sang "Happy Birthday" to me :-) They're so sweet.
Later on today...(being that it is 1:08 am) I'm going to see Breaking Benjamin (my favorite band ever), and to make things better...Josh's band is playing with them!! Then after the show, we are going to a party out at Joe Joe's for the night. Can't wait!!!!
Bye Bye

Josh, I love you so much!
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