wtf
Fuck.
I did it.
I think I fucking did it.
I completely feel in love.
The other night when I was tossing and turning with a fever weston proclaimed i was too much to handle when I'm sick. I thought we were on the verge of break up.
I freaked, I cryed, I woke up every 15 mins aching.
Now..the fever and broncihitis (sp?sorry) sure didnt help im sure.
But it was then, after a year and 2 months I realized.
And of coarse we arent meant for eachother..im his first anything, and I have to be with someone more mature and realible.
But fuck, I didnt want it to come to that point but it has, and now my stomach turns with every look he gets from a woman sulking by.
This is probably a very very bad thing.
He is a little cutie though.
I did it.
I think I fucking did it.
I completely feel in love.
The other night when I was tossing and turning with a fever weston proclaimed i was too much to handle when I'm sick. I thought we were on the verge of break up.
I freaked, I cryed, I woke up every 15 mins aching.
Now..the fever and broncihitis (sp?sorry) sure didnt help im sure.
But it was then, after a year and 2 months I realized.
And of coarse we arent meant for eachother..im his first anything, and I have to be with someone more mature and realible.
But fuck, I didnt want it to come to that point but it has, and now my stomach turns with every look he gets from a woman sulking by.
This is probably a very very bad thing.
He is a little cutie though.