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Oct 18, 2004 11:14




From the community: cuttersselfharm

"I'm back.

Life has just gone down the shit-hole latley. I've got all these medical problems, and now I've got a new boyfriend. I worry evreyday that he's going to wake up and realize that there are so many pretty skinny girls out there just waiting for him. And he's going to look at me and realize I'm a mistake. Because I am.

Two days ago I took a razor and slashed my wrist and arm to hell and back. It was so nice. And I've started to starve myself and throw-up all the time again. My hands shake all the time. But I missed this part of my life, I'm glad to have it back and be back in the community. Just wanted to say hello again, and I missed you all. That's all for now."

the first part i understand
the second...its strange, cause i know why someone would want to do that, but...i dont understand why people choose that method of releasing stress...ya =S...boo that. id read enough sad things today, I gotta go read something funny now! ahhh!

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