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A lot has been going on lately. Work is going real well, I got my raise and Ill recieve my insurance finallly, next week. My relationship with my mother has improved tremendously. Life isnt too shity at the moment.
I met a guy, but cant seem to let go of the past. I hate that about myself. When Im with Nathan, I think of David. I think of how he used to make me feel, how he made me so happy. I know its pitiful, but I guess thats how it works when you care about someone a great deal.
Nathan is a super cook guy. His smile is so cute, I crave to see him smile and giggle and joke with me. We can hold up a conversation well, which is unusual when compared to my previous relationships. I need to stop comparing him to others though, but its such a hard habbit to break through.
Hes absolutely wonderful. He came out of no where and its just amazing how this all happened.
Giggles...
Well, Im off and probably wont update for another 2 months...
Take care LJ
xoxooxo
I met a guy, but cant seem to let go of the past. I hate that about myself. When Im with Nathan, I think of David. I think of how he used to make me feel, how he made me so happy. I know its pitiful, but I guess thats how it works when you care about someone a great deal.
Nathan is a super cook guy. His smile is so cute, I crave to see him smile and giggle and joke with me. We can hold up a conversation well, which is unusual when compared to my previous relationships. I need to stop comparing him to others though, but its such a hard habbit to break through.
Hes absolutely wonderful. He came out of no where and its just amazing how this all happened.
Giggles...
Well, Im off and probably wont update for another 2 months...
Take care LJ
xoxooxo