Oh

Aug 10, 2006 02:46

I really wish I was over you.
Because it grosses me out that I'm not.

I still want to cry about you sometimes.  Like today, when I tried to talk to you and you left.  "I'm going to bed, good bye."  It's okay, right?  I only did everything for you.
I was a pawn, I was practice for you.

Christopher called me all upset and sniffle-y tonight.  Christina broke up with him.  'Tis the season huh.

Summer 2006: A Series of Unfortunate Decisions
Starring Camille
I'm going back to school Sunday.  Can't wait to not feel fat anymore.

On another note, I talked to Itai tonight.  We cleared a lot of things up.  I have nothing to worry about I think.  Whew.
Although he did say, "Hanging out with you all the time has a lot of drama tacked onto it." 
"Matt doesn't care, trust me, he never has."
"It's not Matt I'm worried about."
Well great.  And now I'm a walking caution sign.

God do I love Fiona.
I want to go see her live.  She is amazing.

I need something to take my mind off of him.  Where are school and work and dance when you need them?
I bought paws today.  And new ballet shoes, and a skirt, and a leotard, and new tights, and I am SO excited.  Yessssss.  Dance: my anti-Matt.
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