Steam heat

Aug 04, 2006 05:28

I can't believe I made myself think he'd want to make this work as much as I did.

:'(

I felt nothing today.  Or like nothing.
I can't believe I didn't realize he was just letting the phone ring.

He did have time to call me.  Every day.  And he proved it today.  
And I believed him when he said he was too busy to do anything.

But how are we (and when I say we, I mean me) going to accomplish all those things I set out to do now?
Just like this.
It's no big deal.  The big deals are, I want all A's, I want to be a dance minor, I want to make event finals at nationals.  And I don't need someone in my life to do those things.  All I need is me, and some confidence.

Bye-bye Blackbird,
MEELER
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