Aug 04, 2006 05:28
I can't believe I made myself think he'd want to make this work as much as I did.
:'(
I felt nothing today. Or like nothing.
I can't believe I didn't realize he was just letting the phone ring.
He did have time to call me. Every day. And he proved it today.
And I believed him when he said he was too busy to do anything.
But how are we (and when I say we, I mean me) going to accomplish all those things I set out to do now?
Just like this.
It's no big deal. The big deals are, I want all A's, I want to be a dance minor, I want to make event finals at nationals. And I don't need someone in my life to do those things. All I need is me, and some confidence.
Bye-bye Blackbird,
MEELER