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Jan 30, 2005 23:38

Well..today was alright.
I worked 14hours yesterday and 7 today, so im making money i guess.
I miss alex alot lately. We see each other, but we both work so much that its not too often. :( Makes me really sad. We dont even have the weekends together anymore. And anytime we do have...all we ever want to do is sleep. :(
Danielle upset me today. She agreed to drive to Gurnee for this lock-in that the 4 of us are going to...we all take off work...and today she says shes not driving highway and she was just kidding, even though she said she would drive it anyway. So that made me kinda mad. We had a long convo and it really frustrated me to say the least. I still love her though. I wonder if shes really coming to Northern with me. I really think and hope she is ... but im having my doubts lately.
I talked to Katie for a long time tonight too. We talked alot about my new room design, colors, shopping, etc. And about some dates shes been going on. Were going to Ikea soon to start decorating. The drywall is already up in my room. yay. Shes out of MS now...and started at a community college. its weird w/o her around.
I also talked to V today. It made me really happy. It was probably the highlight of my day. He is still so sweet. I feel bad ... like i tore about 2 friendships, well.."weakened". The friendship btwn me and V, and alex and V. But he told me not to apologize that its really cool. And hes happy for both of us and that hes always there for me no matter what. It really meant alot to me.
Work was alright. I worked behind the desk, mostly doing the grids for the McDonalds study were doing. I hung out with Mike and Jose most of the time and went to lunch together. Mike and me are buddies now. Its fun.
Alex is sleeping now..cause he worked 12hrs and then went to play hockey. I really miss him. Makes me sad. Oh well. I get to see him tomorrow. His parents/family are officially out now. He has the whole house to himself for awhile. He says its empty and lonely. Poor baby. :(
Oh, and my scholarship essay is finally sent it.
Wish my luck guys. Its for a full ride :)
*crosses fingers*

night guys.
♥ ♥ ♥
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