May 13, 2004 14:58
Ah yes. i finaly got a layout that is suitable. my suroundings are down sexy anof to post. what week so far. so much stress with school work. i did atleast 12 hours of homework every day. and then to make things worst, the night i was most stressed out. Esther told me how she dosent wana be friends with me anymore, we shud just be "Aquantances" i dont understand her, she was my best friend, and now she dosnet want anything to do with me. i kinda am hurt from that, i mean its sad to hear from the only girl you've opend up to that she dosent wana be friends with you and she feels uncomfurtable around you. it just hit me hard. ill cross my eyes before i open my heart again. mark my words.