I am afraid of not fearing failure.
I have a serious problem with shopping...just buying things anything frivolous useless things. if I have cash in my pocket ill spend it. I don't have a bank account I max ed out the only credit card I've ever had with only a $200 maximum which I now owe almost $700 I owe Adam money for my phone my dad money for medical car insurance Carolyn money for shoes I HAD TO HAVE (and didn't have money for)my mom $75 for a co pay at the doctor and a stupid blood test I really didn't need to take. birthcontrolxanaxeffexorwelbutron because I don't wanna get pregnant and I'm nuts! I know my responsibilities yet I have a huge problem following through...I don't have a freaking bank account of any kind GROW UP TALIA. I'm stuck but have absolutely no motivation so that's that.