Fuuuuuuuck!
I jut had one of the worst days I've had in ages. I felt like crap again when I woke up, my jaw's still locked after three days, and today it's hurting like hell, I've got three assignments to do in the next two weeks, and now Adam's 'reconsidering his title' - he doesn't know if he wants to keep going with us anymore. Stupid pig. Why does he have to spring this on me now? Not when I'm already feeling so messed up.
I feel like I'm on the edge of another meltdown, only a much worse one than before. I tried calling Adam on the walk home, and the wake he spoke to me when he picked up........he made me feel like a child. Again. I hate it when I feel so small compared to him. So inferior. And I especially hate being spoken to like a ten year old. He should know that by now.
I feel like I'm on the edge of another meltdown, only a much worse one than before. I tried calling Adam on the walk home, and the wake he spoke to me when he picked up........he made me feel like a child. Again. I hate it when I feel so small compared to him. So inferior. And I especially hate being spoken to like a ten year old. He should know that by now.