Sep 18, 2005 16:43
Its official..
I HATE GUYS!
Last night was one of the weirdest nights ever. It was alot of drama. I went over D's. It was fun!! Alotta stuff happened that had been needing to happen for awhile. Nick nd Britt talked.. Justin Pot Jon Paul && Meghan were all there. So I called Ray- he was avoiding me. He called back like an hour later. Britt talked to him a little bit. He told me to call back when i wasnt with everyone. I said why dont you just call me when you want to talk. He never called back. So when i got home with McG :) ... I text him.. and we cleared up alot of things. That conversation needed to happen else i was going to go insane. It was all I could think about and it was killing me. Even though things didnt end how I wanted them to.. Im glad everything is figured out because now im not so confused. just really really sad :(. I guess everything is over between us.. for now at least. My mom said I should of seen it coming. I guess I kind of did, just not really like that. " Im so sorry for hurting you" --Yeah i bet you are. stop lying. you arnt sorry. You never could tell me how you really felt."I still want to be really good friends." Do you realize how hard that is for me? guess not anyways So I was up pretty much all night last night crying.. all my make up is now on my pillow case. I think I got 2 hours of sleep befor my alarm went off! Cause I forgot to turn it off >:O! ..anyways meghan left in the morning and I waited for britt to get home. She called me, and we went for a walk cause we needed to catch up on everything from last night. it was sad :( i love britt :) well im done..
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