:'(
These past few days have been living hell. Thursday i get off work and Jesse usually picks me up and he wasnt there so i called my mom and then called Jesses fone well Tim answered and said Jesse was in the hospital he crashed on Jasons dirt bike. I flipped out, litterly flipped out b\c last time when Jason crashed it was terrible he had to have surgery and all kinds of shit. I was so extremelly scared. Heres the story, Jesse was riding Jasons dirt bike and Jason was riding the 3-wheeler and Jesse turned to see where Jason was and turned around and there was one of those guard wires (thing that comes from a telephone pole to hold the pole up.. they usually have a yellow plastic cover over them) and the wire didnt have a yellow cover over it so it was just a wire and when your wearing goggles and its kinda dark out you cant really realize small things like that, so Jesse hit the wire.. its extremlly hard to break those wires even with wire cutters but somehow jesse managed to snap it in half. So Jesse was knocked unconcious and Jesse told me he kept trying to get up and he said it felt like he was drunk but worse, he couldnt hold himself up so he kept falling and some guy saw it that was driving down teh road and kept yelling at Jesse to sit down, finally he gave up and laid there then the paramedics came and he went to the hospital in an ambulance and spent the night there. So I called the hospital not knowing any of that but u had to leave a voicemail or something and they get back to you, that didnt work out so well and the other number was disconnected, i felt lyke i was s.o.l. Then i called sam and asked if he knew how to get ahold of the hospital and he said hold on then called me back and we went down to the hospital. We finally got there and talked with Crystal for a while then went into the hospital, stayed in the waiting room for a while then his family was aloud in.:( We left the hospital and i got home around 2ish i think? I couldnt sleep for shit thursday night all i could think about was what if something happeneds to him, i will be so crushed. I thought the worse thoughts possible, no good thoughts would come in my head. So finally around 4 i fell asleep and woke up around 9 got ready for the day cleaned a bit then crystal came and picked me up and we went and got Jesse balloons! They were so cute. Then we got him a coke w\ lime and a monster to drink and a bag of doritos and sweet tarts and some squares. We busted ass to clean his room, omg it was sooo clean he hasnt vacummed his room in lyke 6 months so that took like two hours to clean his whole room. It looked great. We laid all the shyt we bought him out on his bed and tied his balloons to his head board of his bed. It looked awesome. Jesse called me and when i heard the "cold hard bitch" ring tone i almost lost it. Talked to him for a bit and he was doing better. He finally came home around 3ish and ive never been so happy. He had 6 stitches in his leg and a huge gash down it where he hit the line. He has road rash all on his back and his arm it looks soo terrible. His mouth is all cut up inside lyke his gums or something its all weird. And his chin got some cuts. So i hung out with Jesse for a while then me and his sister went to target to buy him some sandles cuz he cant wear shoes cuz his feet r all scraped up, they are cute they are corona ones! :) Came back and jesse was sleeping so Crystal went to her softball game and me and jesse laid around and went to Jasons then to dairy queen and then back to my house and just laid around not much we can do. Im still kinda worried about him, but i know hes gonna be okay, i dunno why but newayz.. I fell asleep kinda early yesterday.. had to work this morning :( Christie, Brooke, Danny, and Chris stopped overrrrr! That was nice of them!! Jesses sleeping and we're gonna do something later though prolly at 7:00ishhhh. I dunno im gonna go though make him something cute! I must go.